I am.. pleasantly surprised at all the replies in this thread, thank you all for the kind replies, i calmed down since i first wrote this topic and im now laughing at how stupid i am.
Cant believe i just wasted so much money in trying to get a picture. Anyway, i got Lyn on the first few banners so im happy, she was my main waifu anyway so ill have to settle for that. Im just a sucker for dragons and Ninian was def my main dragon waifu. Ill meet you some other time i suppose.
Thank you all once again for the replies, and to all who suffered the same pain, i feel you.