Rezzy Posted January 18, 2020 Share Posted January 18, 2020 (edited) One week ago, a friend of mine killed herself. I still hope that I'll wake up, and this will all have just been a nightmare, but it's reality. Making it all the harder was that this was her second attempt. The first time was back in November, I was talking to her as she tried to OD and asphyxiate herself, but 911 was called, and she was saved. She got home from the hospital, and it seemed like things were going better again. Once again, we were talking almost every day, and she was talking about moving out of South Carolina, and maybe the possibility of meeting up IRL. Just the night before, we had been talking on Discord as usual, but then, they next day I heard that she was dead. She didn't reach out to anybody a second time. Edited January 18, 2020 by Rezzy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eclipse Posted January 18, 2020 Share Posted January 18, 2020 I, uh, ouch. Sorry to hear that. Depression/suicide is a tricky subject. Not sure if you want to mention that in your thread title, since "losing" friends can also be because they decided they don't want to be your friend any longer. I'll keep a close eye on this topic. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rezzy Posted January 18, 2020 Author Share Posted January 18, 2020 2 minutes ago, eclipse said: I, uh, ouch. Sorry to hear that. Depression/suicide is a tricky subject. Not sure if you want to mention that in your thread title, since "losing" friends can also be because they decided they don't want to be your friend any longer. I'll keep a close eye on this topic. It has been changed Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interdimensional Observer Posted January 18, 2020 Share Posted January 18, 2020 My sympathies, inasmuch as they can be offered. Life is so precious, it is profoundly tragic for this to happen. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XRay Posted January 18, 2020 Share Posted January 18, 2020 Sorry to hear that. I hope you are doing okay. Losing people is tough. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Flere210 Posted January 19, 2020 Share Posted January 19, 2020 I can emphasize, this open up an old wound. I am sorry i can't offer much more than that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tryhard Posted January 19, 2020 Share Posted January 19, 2020 I'm really sorry, Rezzy. I'm sure you did all you could have. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fates-Blade Posted January 20, 2020 Share Posted January 20, 2020 (edited) What can I/you expect from this world, when it says life is meaningless. Can you tell me how her life was before this? Edited January 20, 2020 by Fates-Blade Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rezzy Posted January 20, 2020 Author Share Posted January 20, 2020 2 hours ago, Fates-Blade said: What can I/you expect from this world, when it says life is meaningless. Can you tell me how her life was before this? What do you mean? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Benice Posted January 20, 2020 Share Posted January 20, 2020 (edited) I'm sorry that you have to deal with this kind of thing. Hope you're doing OK. Edited January 20, 2020 by Benice Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fates-Blade Posted January 23, 2020 Share Posted January 23, 2020 (edited) Did she tell you how her living circumstance was, and daily life? Edited January 23, 2020 by Fates-Blade Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eclipse Posted January 23, 2020 Share Posted January 23, 2020 2 hours ago, Fates-Blade said: Did she tell you how her living circumstance was, and daily life? . . .is this a good idea? I'm guessing that you're trying to help, but asking someone about the details of someone who just died may not be the best thing right now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dandy Druid Posted January 23, 2020 Share Posted January 23, 2020 I'm sorry for your loss. You have my condolences. I don't know you that much, but I do see you around. I hope you feel better soon. Take the time you need to recover from this. Just know it wasn't your fault, and your friend is at peace now. Live on for them. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fates-Blade Posted January 24, 2020 Share Posted January 24, 2020 I wanted to know, so I can understand the circumstances of the death, but it's alright if she doesn't want to share. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rezzy Posted February 26, 2020 Author Share Posted February 26, 2020 On 1/23/2020 at 11:11 PM, Fates-Blade said: I wanted to know, so I can understand the circumstances of the death, but it's alright if she doesn't want to share. Sorry for the delay, if you'd like to know specifics, feel free to PM me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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