Percivalé Posted February 17, 2010 Share Posted February 17, 2010 ~°∆°[[bizz] says: / BK It is true that love drives you insane fuck personal satisfaction says: Yes. It is very true! ~°∆°[[bizz] says: Yes BK, I'm going to die The emotional swings are traumatizing me I go to school and I can't stand it even though I love it Why did I have to be born like this Why can't I just be normal auuugh My friends today noticed my hair getting thinner fuck personal satisfaction says: Dude Being Normal Is really lame Don't do it. ~°∆°[[bizz] says: Not /normal/ As in like boring fuck personal satisfaction says: Also I have felt horrible today too and I don't really know why. ~°∆°[[bizz] says: But like actually socially functional fuck personal satisfaction says: OH Then you just say "Socially competent" ~°∆°[[bizz] says: 3: fuck personal satisfaction says: But nah that is kind of lame too It is good to be a little socially competent But not by a lot. ~°∆°[[bizz] says: Well I am a little And have many friends But there is still that gap that you can see Between me and cough certain people fuck personal satisfaction says: Oh yeah There's gaps between me and other people Every fucking day! ~°∆°[[bizz] says: Doesn't it hurt/drive you into a wall/make you slightly mentally insane? Like to the point where you hear things and even the slightest mention of your name makes you turn around and it might not even be directed at you fuck personal satisfaction says: Well No But sometimes I am sad because later in life I will not have any memories of having wacky fun times with friends cuz I don't have wacky fun times and I don't have friends. ~°∆°[[bizz] says: .... BK I am sorry But I think that I might nreak down break* fuck personal satisfaction says: Its alright. If we were in person I would offer my shoulder to cry on But I'm not So you can take your sister's shoulder and when she has her inevitable "?!?!" reaction just be liek THIS IS PROPERTY OF BK Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Parrhesia Posted February 17, 2010 Share Posted February 17, 2010 ...............? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Percivalé Posted February 17, 2010 Author Share Posted February 17, 2010 The point is I'm insane, damn it. And it's getting worse Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hero Posted February 17, 2010 Share Posted February 17, 2010 This was an MSN chat? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BEST TRYNDAMERE PLAYER Posted February 17, 2010 Share Posted February 17, 2010 Well, I can answer your "love" question: Yes, it can drive you insane at times. I was in a relationship with someone for 2 years and I'm not going to lie, it can really test your patience despite the pros of having one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BK-201 Posted February 17, 2010 Share Posted February 17, 2010 O_O Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Percivalé Posted February 17, 2010 Author Share Posted February 17, 2010 This was an MSN chat? Yes and here is part two ~°∆°[[bizz] says: Not in like that way though But we talk now It just hurts though How much I messed up and how messed up I've made my life and nothing seems to forgive me for how I acted It's like starting all over from infancy fuck personal satisfaction says: Yeah That is pretty bad I'm sorry. ~°∆°[[bizz] says: It's okay I think I went overboard fuck personal satisfaction says: (I don't know what you did so I can not personally judge) ~°∆°[[bizz] says: (I acted like an idiot and never did anything for myself or bothered to make friends) fuck personal satisfaction says: Oh. I never bother to make friends either But I kind of generally don't relate to people on a very deep level. I'm also not outgoing. ~°∆°[[bizz] says: But I found out that I need people because without people I'm really, really lost and I know nothing No one told me how to act or look or dress because I didn't think I needed people So I didn't know how to do anything... fuck personal satisfaction says: You don't have to look or dress like anything BUT YOURSELF ~°∆°[[bizz] says: So even though I was really school smart, I was dumb when people talked to me fuck personal satisfaction says: But acting yeah that is a problem area. ~°∆°[[bizz] says: ... sigh I don't want to suffer for another semester fuck personal satisfaction says: Hmm I don't want to suffer But I kind of enjoy school generally Except for liek the first hour But after that shit is generally smooth ~°∆°[[bizz] says: I love school but third block ruins it D: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BEST TRYNDAMERE PLAYER Posted February 17, 2010 Share Posted February 17, 2010 Are you sure it's wise to post full MSN convos of how crappy things are going on with your life atm? It's not the best thing to do. But the answer to this question can easily be summed up: You're going through a phase, you'll get over it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Parrhesia Posted February 17, 2010 Share Posted February 17, 2010 Everyone gets like this. You'll be over the hurdle in no time, man. Even if it takes a while, by the time you're past it it won't matter, eh? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Percivalé Posted February 17, 2010 Author Share Posted February 17, 2010 My life isn't crappy fyi I am just confused~ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Percivalé Posted February 17, 2010 Author Share Posted February 17, 2010 Everyone gets like this. You'll be over the hurdle in no time, man. Even if it takes a while, by the time you're past it it won't matter, eh? I suppose so~ You're right, though I know I'll eventually forget about it. Maybe not all the way, but I think it's just that I can't wait for next year Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rei Rei Posted February 17, 2010 Share Posted February 17, 2010 tl;dr Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defeatist Elitist Posted February 17, 2010 Share Posted February 17, 2010 There is quite a difference between social competency and conformity. I feel I must state that quite clearly. I am, for the most part, quite a socially competent person, and I don't believe I conform to too many social norms. I have a decently sized core friend group, and a lot of other people outside it that I would consider friends as well. So basically, what I'm intending to say is that social competency has little to do with conformity, and a lot to do with social competency. You probably go to a big school, so it's quite possible that tons of people have no idea who you are. Use that to your advantage. I was born with the disadvantage of living in a small community where everyone knew you from practically the day you were born, so change was rather difficult, especially with any significant speed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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