Percivalé Posted April 11, 2010 Share Posted April 11, 2010 I am so euphoric over something that it feels like I'm going to break down and cry. Everything is so overwhelmingly amazing right now that I feel like it's weighing heavily on me and it's driving me insane. For some reason I keep dreaming about school, more specifically how I made chamber choir and my sleep schedule overall has been terribly erratic. I'm going to diie. I don't know what I'm feeling anymore. Nothing is bad to me anymore. Nothing depresses me or makes me sad. I look up and I think, "I want to write, but I don't know where to staart," and that ends up being my biggest problem of the day. The very only thing I might be confused about now is my relationship- I feel that it may end soon, and it's entirely my fault, I won't lie. The way he treats me is just... eh. I feel like I'm trapped and my sister would get all pissed with me. My friend (the one who I've been trying to help out) told me it's what I think and not anyone else, and that if I don't think my relationship is going to work out then it probably won't. Maybe it seems like it now, but in ten years I'll probably be with someone else... Arrrgh but the confusion mixed with the elation is killing me. I'm so happy. It's so interesting. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fayt Zelpher Posted April 11, 2010 Share Posted April 11, 2010 Well, I don't know what to say. I regret it, but I can't seem find the right words that would make you feel better. I'm sorry. All I can say is that I really hope that everything works out alright with you and your friend and everyone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Percivalé Posted April 11, 2010 Author Share Posted April 11, 2010 Haha, it's okay. The main thing is that I'm just so happy; the last two weeks have been filled with nothing but accomplishments, and I feel so content... but also like I'm missing something. And then I think about my boyfriend, and the period of a strange two-day depression he just went through, and as if it's warning me that if I end our relationship, he'll get depressed again. I can't stand making people sad over me. I can't stand making people worry or making them mad. I just love living and having grand adventures and being awesome. That's why I'm never really angry nor sad, and I always hear people tell me that it's abnormal to be that way. Or unnatural, so to speak. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fayt Zelpher Posted April 11, 2010 Share Posted April 11, 2010 Haha, it's okay. The main thing is that I'm just so happy; the last two weeks have been filled with nothing but accomplishments, and I feel so content... but also like I'm missing something. And then I think about my boyfriend, and the period of a strange two-day depression he just went through, and as if it's warning me that if I end our relationship, he'll get depressed again. I can't stand making people sad over me. I can't stand making people worry or making them mad. I just love living and having grand adventures and being awesome. That's why I'm never really angry nor sad, and I always hear people tell me that it's abnormal to be that way. Or unnatural, so to speak. Still, I want to make sure that you're okay. Though it is nice that you've had a lot of good things happen to you recently :awesome: Actually, I think we're a lot alike in some respects. I too really tend to get down when the people around me are upset. However, I think that you're (on average) a lot happier than I am. I don't know for sure why, but I'm glad that you feel really... elated at the moment. :) :) Oh, and in case I forgot, congrats on making your honors choir. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
peener weener Posted April 11, 2010 Share Posted April 11, 2010 Ah, well. I'm not sure what would be the right words to use in situations like these :/. I'm not sure I'm completely following on this. So, you're happy but you aren't? Interesting indeed. All I can say is, good luck. And yeah, you'll probably get out of this thingy well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lux Aeterna Posted April 11, 2010 Share Posted April 11, 2010 You're missing troubles. Believe it or not, bad things make life interesting. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mousefire Posted April 11, 2010 Share Posted April 11, 2010 Confusion and euphoria? sounds cool. Good luck with the relationship stuff Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fayt Zelpher Posted April 11, 2010 Share Posted April 11, 2010 You're missing troubles. Believe it or not, bad things make life interesting. Then again, a wise man once said: 'Moderation in all things, including moderation'. (In other words, celebrate the fact that everything is going well for you at the moment, but don't let your celebrations get out of hand.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lux Aeterna Posted April 11, 2010 Share Posted April 11, 2010 Then again, a wise man once said: 'Moderation in all things, including moderation'. (In other words, celebrate the fact that everything is going well for you at the moment, but don't let your celebrations get out of hand.) Oh I didn't mean bad times make the good, they just keep life interesting. Celebrating is still good, of course. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fayt Zelpher Posted April 11, 2010 Share Posted April 11, 2010 Oh I didn't mean bad times make the good, they just keep life interesting. Celebrating is still good, of course. Yes, I see. But still, there's a time for things to be interesting and a time for things to be carefree. And for Bizz, now seems like a more carefree time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phoenix Posted April 13, 2010 Share Posted April 13, 2010 Then again, a wise man once said: 'Moderation in all things, including moderation'. (In other words, celebrate the fact that everything is going well for you at the moment, but don't let your celebrations get out of hand.) If you keep posting philosophy quotes all the time, I'm going to have to start doing it as well. I've got dozens lined up and ready to go, including my own originals Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fayt Zelpher Posted April 13, 2010 Share Posted April 13, 2010 If you keep posting philosophy quotes all the time, I'm going to have to start doing it as well. I've got dozens lined up and ready to go, including my own originals I'm only using originals. Or at least, ones that I may have picked up but never knew where they came from. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phoenix Posted April 13, 2010 Share Posted April 13, 2010 I'm only using originals. Or at least, ones that I may have picked up but never knew where they came from. When I say originals, I mean ones I came up with on my own, but yeah whatever works. Might want to make it a priority to write down the author's name though :/ Bizz, here's one for you .... Problems are mandatory. Solutions are only optional ~Phoenix Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fayt Zelpher Posted April 14, 2010 Share Posted April 14, 2010 When I say originals, I mean ones I came up with on my own, but yeah whatever works. Might want to make it a priority to write down the author's name though :/ Well, that would be a problem when I don't know who said it first or even if someone did say it first... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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