Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) I'm not one for online computer gaming, so I wouldn't know, but in real life, I've seen a lot of thirsty people that really know how to make a fool of themselves, by thinking they can kick it with any girl he wished Though I'll admit I've done a little bit myself, but only as jokes world of warcraft was the only online gaming I have ever done due to my brother pestering me for weeks to try out, before then I hardly ever touched a computer, Though I quit last year. I must say I lost a lot of my innocence after playing that game & the things I read (I was home schooled by the way) Edited September 3, 2013 by Shelie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 world of warcraft was the only online gaming I have ever done due to my brother pestering me for weeks to try out, before then I hardly ever touched a computer, Though I quit last year. I must say I lost a lot of my innocence after playing that game & the things I read (I was home schooled by the way) So world of warcraft really is that bad? Home schooled? The lack of social interaction would bore me to death. And school itself is just ugh. How can you even live, by being taught at home? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Well world of warcraft iit self isnt bad but its when you happen to get grouped up with certain people or read the live chat that goes on there.... And well I had to homeschool I was being bullied at school... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Well world of warcraft iit self isnt bad but its when you happen to get grouped up with certain people or read the live chat that goes on there.... And well I had to homeschool I was being bullied at school... Oh. Well I'm sorry to hear that. It must have been hard for you, before being home schooled that is Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ein Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 damn Well hopefully you'll be a-okay and junk. If anything we're here for stuff and junk if you feel like talking. And junk. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deleted35362 Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Good cause I dont like flirts! i'm not a flirt, people just think i am *headdesk* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deleted35362 Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Give me a good reason and I might because i added you hoar Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) Lots of junk!!! Junk ftw! well my bully tried to kill me... but being home schooled wasnt easy either, I pretty much grew up with no friends. My life has been like a roller coaster! (Emotinaly) Now I am finally trying to smile when I go places (Even if its a fake one) I been told I have a beautiful smile too one Im usualy to afraid to show.. Edited September 3, 2013 by Shelie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deleted35362 Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Lots of junk!!! Junk ftw! well my bully tried to kill me... but being home schooled wasnt easy either, I pretty much grew up with no friends. My life has been like a roller coaster! (Emotionaly) Now I am finally trying to smile when I go places (Even if its a fake one) d'aww, it's oka--NO. NO!! bad boney. shelie, stop trying to lure me into being super friendly ._. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interest Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) So world of warcraft really is that bad? Home schooled? The lack of social interaction would bore me to death. And school itself is just ugh. How can you even live, by being taught at home? I think it gets a bit of a bad rap, but yeah, I can see where the innocence would be lost. Well world of warcraft iit self isnt bad but its when you happen to get grouped up with certain people or read the live chat that goes on there.... And well I had to homeschool I was being bullied at school... Pretty much this. What server were you? Edited September 3, 2013 by Interest Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Lots of junk!!! Junk ftw! well my bully tried to kill me... but being home schooled wasnt easy either, I pretty much grew up with no friends. My life has been like a roller coaster! (Emotinaly) Now I am finally trying to smile when I go places (Even if its a fake one) Wow, I thought my life was stressful but you've had it way worst than i can imagine. And even though you went through all of that, you're still trying to smile. I can't help but envy that about you, (though I do the same, I'm on a lesser scale). But rest assured, cause in here, we're all a family that helps each other when in need. Here, you don't have to pretend to smile. That, I promise you :) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 d'aww, it's oka--NO. NO!! bad boney. shelie, stop trying to lure me into being super friendly ._. I am sorry! I dont even wanna be talking about this! (most people when I ever talk about myself to ends up not talking to me again & stops being my friend..Yeah not many are interested know about my past and I dont blame them) I think it gets a bit of a bad rap, but yeah, I can see where the innocence would be lost. Pretty much this. What server were you? Thaurassian at first then Frostmourne Alliance Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 because i added you hoar And........ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) Wow, I thought my life was stressful but you've had it way worst than i can imagine. And even though you went through all of that, you're still trying to smile. I can't help but envy that about you, (though I do the same, I'm on a lesser scale). But rest assured, cause in here, we're all a family that helps each other when in need. Here, you don't have to pretend to smile. That, I promise you :) Thankyou even though I have had a terrible past, I am working on trying to be happy now I am only 22 so I got plenty of time (I been depressed since I was 13 I am emotionally unstable) Edited September 3, 2013 by Shelie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 I am sorry! I dont even wanna be talking about this! (most people when I ever talk about myself to ends up not talking to me again & stops being my friend..Yeah not many are interested know about my past and I dont blame them) It's all right. We've all had our dark pasts and I'm not going to force it out of you.We're friends and therefore, I 'll stand by you and listen if you allow me to Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deleted35362 Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 I am sorry! I dont even wanna be talking about this! (most people when I ever talk about myself to ends up not talking to me again & stops being my friend..Yeah not many are interested know about my past and I dont blame them) ohh, you poor thing...those people are jerks!! we're friendly and are willing to listen to you talk about whatever you want to talk about, okay? we understand and would love to make you feel better ^_^ ...NO INTEREST I'M NOT FLIRTING Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) Well my childhood I spent alot of time thinking about ways I could kill myself I hated myself & life so much...THANKFULLY I didn't (I can say I am happy I am scared of dying or that woulda ended diffierently) well there was one time.....but I regained my senses before I did anything stupid... When I get upset I literaly dont care what I do to myself I nearly even broke my foot once Edited September 3, 2013 by Shelie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Thankyou even though I have had a terrible past, I am working on trying to be happy now I am only 22 so I got plenty of time (I been depressed since I was 13 I am emotionally unstable) Mmm, depression is no laughing matter. If you've had it for this long, then you NEED friends like us to help you through it, cause every challenge seems a lot harder when combated alone Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Well my childhood I spent alot of time thinking about ways I could kill myself I hated myself & life so much...THANKFULLY I didn't (I can say I am happy I am scared of dying or that woulda ended diffierently) And I'm glad you didn't. Otherwise we'd have never met :) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) And I'm glad you didn't. Otherwise we'd have never met :) Haha yeah , though all these issues stemmed from my childhood accident with my fingers the trauma of it I ended up with ocd at 2 years old & was bullied at school cause of that and cause of my fingers My parents tell me before the accident I was a happy child & was always smiling after it I was scared to let anyone near me but my mother for years, then I was also bullied by my own cousins for being a girl (I never had any girl cousins then) girls were inferior Edited September 3, 2013 by Shelie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deleted35362 Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Well my childhood I spent alot of time thinking about ways I could kill myself I hated myself & life so much...THANKFULLY I didn't (I can say I am happy I am scared of dying or that woulda ended diffierently) well there was one time.....but I regained my senses before I did anything stupid... When I get upset I literaly dont care what I do to myself I nearly even broke my foot once huh? how did you almost break your foot? And I'm glad you didn't. Otherwise we'd have never met :) hero king stop flirting and skype me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) huh? how did you almost break your foot? Well I kinda um got really angry at my brother & totally lost it and I ran outta the house I was tempted to let myself get run over by a car but instead I kicked a wooden plank so hard my foot swelled up really bad I was lucky to not have broken it. (its one way of releasing the anger & instead just sat there crying) I use to do self harm often (I stopped earlier this year) Edited September 3, 2013 by Shelie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Haha yeah , though all these issues stemmed from my childhood accident with my fingers the trauma of it I ended up with ocd at 2 years old & was bullied at school cause of that and cause of my fingers My parents tell me before the accident I was a happy child & was always smiling after it I was scared to let anyone near me but my mother for years, then I was also bullied by my own cousins for being a girl (I never had any girl cousins then) girls were inferior I see. So how you are now is based off a childhood trauma and people exploiting it. I'm really sorry for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) hero king stop flirting and skype me I'm not you Boney, plus you picked a bad time but whatever, fine Edited September 3, 2013 by Hero-King Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 I see. So how you are now is based off a childhood trauma and people exploiting it. I'm really sorry for you. Yes... If I had friends I would have never been depressed Like I was but due to my nature it was hard for me to be around people though I wanted friends more than anything else...and the few friends I did make ended up they just used me instead, then wanted nothing to do with me, I was always known as the odd or weird one Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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