Interest Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) ohh, you poor thing...those people are jerks!! we're friendly and are willing to listen to you talk about whatever you want to talk about, okay? we understand and would love to make you feel better ^_^ There's the problem. Yes... If I had friends I would have never been depressed Like I was but due to my nature it was hard for me to be around people though I wanted friends more than anything else...and the few friends I did make ended up they just used me instead, then wanted nothing to do with me, I was always known as the odd or weird one Now this I can strongly relate to. I don't exactly have a high level of trust with individuals in general... Or I used to think that, but then I figured out I don't value myself much anyways - I probably value other people more than myself. Edited September 3, 2013 by Interest Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 I myself dont trust many... I have had to many bad things happen with people who I have trusted... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interest Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Well hopefully you'll be safe here... .... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 I hope so.. Though its mainly those in real life I have a hard time trusting, after being hurt so many times.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 The only things I pretty much had growing up was games & Art, I became quite the gamer cause of it. Though there is plenty of games I have yet to play. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Yes... If I had friends I would have never been depressed Like I was but due to my nature it was hard for me to be around people though I wanted friends more than anything else...and the few friends I did make ended up they just used me instead, then wanted nothing to do with me, I was always known as the odd or weird one Personally, I can understand where you're coming from right here. I was always Mr. nice guy growing up and being around girls most of the time made me rather sensitive. Because of my innocence, people liked to use me as well. I was only seen as someone who could entertain so that's all the majority wanted from me. Yeah, they'll tell me I'm the man, or call me bro, but secretly they were making fun of me the whole time. I never did feel like I belonged somewhere and once I heard what people really thought about me, I became rather seclusive for a long period of time (that might still be going). Yeah I played it off like I wasn't feeling anything, just so I wouldn't burden anyone with my troubles. It was these thoughts that actually fueled the song I wrote and once I let them out, I felt a new found confidence. I myself dont trust many... I have had to many bad things happen with people who I have trusted... It really is uncanny how much we have in common (except your pains are more severe than mine). With time, hopefully we can bring back that smile of yours and maybe even being a catalyst for you to become a better person Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Gosh thats not very nice, I could never be mean to anyone or make fun of others I always try to do the right thing. You are a very nice person even though I only know you on here I can see you have a nice heart. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HK Motendra Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Thank you and while I've enjoyed our little vent session, it's gotten extremely late over here (like near 4 am). I gots to go. I trust you'll be here when I return right? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) Wow you are online later than I was I was lastnight (3 Am I went to sleep around) Yeah I should be around if Im not sleeping. Thanks for talking with me too. Goodnight & Sweet dreams! Edited September 3, 2013 by Shelie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deleted35362 Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 There's the problem. SHUSH Gosh thats not very nice, I could never be mean to anyone or make fun of others I always try to do the right thing. You are a very nice person even though I only know you on here I can see you have a nice heart. shelie, those people who picked on you are so mean >_< Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interest Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Fuck nearly fell asleep at my keyboard. Night guys... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Well I guess the Australian girl is now all alone on this board ( Due to my time being so different to most people on here) Guess I could go play a game now... or continue to work on my poorly written fanfic.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deleted35362 Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Well I guess the Australian girl is now all alone on this board ( Due to my time being so different to most people on here) Guess I could go play a game now... or continue to work on my poorly written fanfic.. ohh that's right, i wanted to see you so i can ask you about austrailia!! too bad i have to go to sleep now ^^; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 ohh that's right, i wanted to see you so i can ask you about austrailia!! too bad i have to go to sleep now ^^; Haha 1 by 1 everyone is going to bed... then when its my bed time you will all be awake! well I can tell you about Australia the next time you are online if you like. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interest Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) It's actually interesting. I seem to know a lot of people from Australia. Do you know someone a Natalie, perchance? (Going on a music hunt, I'll be around for a couple more minutes it seems) Edited September 3, 2013 by Interest Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) Well I know a girl named Natalie who lives 2 streets from me but I doubt they are the same person there is over 20 million people in Australia after all so I assume there would be heaps of Natalie's Edited September 3, 2013 by Shelie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interest Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Well I know a girl named Natalie who lives 2 streets from me but I doubt they are the same person there is over 20 million people in Australia after all so I assume there would be heaps of Natalie's Does she play World of Warcraft? That may significantly narrow it down. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Does she play World of Warcraft? That may significantly narrow it down. Nope no one I knew in real life played it besides my brother... so did you play that game? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interest Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) Nope no one I knew in real life played it besides my brother... so did you play that game? Yes. I do =P Edited September 3, 2013 by Interest Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 (edited) I had 10 85s before I quit and I actually got my name Shelie during playing word of warcraft which I got from playing Final Fantasy (I started off as Chelinka then remade another toon named Shelinka and then went to Chelie then I changed to Shelie after a server transfer and the name Chelie was taken and I have used that name ever since) The reason I ever changed to Shelinka in the first place cause that toon use to be called umm well I seem to have forgotten at this time but I do know everyone kept saying it reminded them of a brand of toilet paper.... Edited September 3, 2013 by Shelie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interest Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 I am true no-lifer. 8 90s. >_> Should be 11 >_> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Hmm I just remember I lvled up other peoples characters to 85 aswell so that would make 12 85s I lvled not including some characters I lvled halfway then deleted Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interest Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 Hmm I just remember I lvled up other peoples characters to 85 aswell so that would make 12 85s I lvled not including some characters I lvled halfway then deleted Hehe. i actually had a second account with an 85 on it so I could duo box arenas. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 I'm awake again. ....... But not for long. I keep dreaming about the same things/person... why.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elli Posted September 3, 2013 Share Posted September 3, 2013 I'm awake again. ....... But not for long. I keep dreaming about the same things/person... why.... Something or someone must be on your mind a lot... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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