sylveonzoroark Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 (edited) oh gosh i just saw this and a new wave of tears came Edited December 19, 2017 by sylveonzoroark Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roxas Posted December 19, 2017 Share Posted December 19, 2017 Man, just read the note itself. Really heartbreaking. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serpent of Sheol Posted December 19, 2017 Share Posted December 19, 2017 it completely blindsided me when i woke up to it and i avoided this thread because of it rest in peace jonghyun =( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stargirl Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 enjoy the holidays thread Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 everything has been really hard for me the past few days but jonghyun keeps sending pearl aqua-coloured messages down from heaven ever since his funeral a couple days ago, even though im not superstitious it helps a lot to think that he's telling shawols that he made it up there safely. i miss him Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stargirl Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 yeah it's been rough... at least more people are bringing their attention to and talking about the burdens and stresses that individuals, especially the youth, are forced to face in south korea. as well as the stigma against depression. sad that it took another person losing their life for people to remember this is still an issue. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stargirl Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 it hurts the only solace is that he has his peace Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 yes, he was a huge advocate for lgbtq rights too and one of korea's biggest lgbtq youth support centers has received hundreds of thousands of won in donations since his passing.....i hope he can see this from heaven Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stargirl Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 not kpop related nsbc - yellow generation my sim got married and her wedding outfit was so- it must be preserved for all eternity im very proud Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 he really meant a lot to me, i didn't talk about him much but i've changed my sf u/n to bling twice (his fans were called blingers) and after my great bias list purge he was one of the eight remaining idols + one of three remaining male idols. i respected him a lot and seeing him go was so hard Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 1 minute ago, Hashuni Mei said: not kpop related Hide contents nsbc - yellow generation my sim got married and her wedding outfit was so- it must be preserved for all eternity im very proud thats really pretty i love the flower crown Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 when i first got into kpop chen was my first ultimate bias but when i discovered jonghyun they were both my ults until i met hyungwon Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 he was a really talented singer and musician and artist and he was so kind and humble and funny and politically/socially involved and as an aspiring journalist at the time it inspired me to see an idol—a profession so reliant on public image—fight so hard for lgbtq rights and mental health reform in such a conservative country Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 talking about him in past tense is probably the worst part of anything Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 im really glad im on break right now tbh. the day the news broke out i didn't have any finals or anything to do and it was really hard even with that. all i did was sit and stare and cry through first block and second block and third block and fourth block and the way home. acting the same way i always have around my teachers and friends was impossible and im glad i don't have to do that right now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 jonghyun's last song, his title track for his comeback in january, was written for those grieving at the loss of a loved one..........jonghyun really thought of everything didn't he. can you imagine how he felt as he wrote that Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 can you imagine how he felt in his last moments? he must have been so lonely i know i didn't know him personally but still i wish there were something i could have done... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stargirl Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 pls remember to treat yourself kindly i read a comment that was complaining about others moving on too fast from his death, but honestly, why be upset from that i am confident jonghyun would want this family, friends, and fans to eventually heal and be happy. we can be happy and at the same time not forget about him. he gave this world he so many wonderful gifts that should and will never be forgotten Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 ty mei, ur very right ive seen a lot of people moving on quickly but the only thing i feel is envy : ( the past few days have been filled with tears for me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 he said he wanted to compose a song for oh my girl he said he wanted to compose a song for red velvet they're my ultimate bias girl groups and jonghyun was my favourite idol composer and i was so excited to see him possibly gift them a song and now it'll never happen... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 he meant a lot to me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stargirl Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 speaking from my personal experience, just when you think you're fine once again, there may be those days where you feel the exact same way you did when you first heard the news, but don't give up on yourself keep that person close to your heart. so close that they might as well still be alive. live a happy life for the person that means so much to you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stargirl Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 i wish time could slow down for those who are broken and need those extra moments Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 thank u mei ur presence has helped me a lot the past few minutes and ur words even more so Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 the first death i experienced in my life was my mom's but i had never really truly met her and i was only six when it happened. even still when i think about her too long my eyes start tearing up and jonghyun's is the first that i really took in. maybe i've never known him personally and maybe he lived on the other side of the world but he impacted me more heavily than many people in my life and now he's gone Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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