Aster

If you genuinely feel this way still, I'll drop out. You should be having fun this game, not feel uncomfortable. I'm just really sorry that I hurt you this much, and I understand entirely if you don't accept my apology and are still upset because you have every right to be about that kind of behavior. I'm just so sorry.

To elaborate on this, it's entirely gut feelings at this point, nothing serious, just that they've dropped from town to null in my book.

The one thing about Ichigo though is depending on their playstyle I get being more prone to feel confident about a vote if you're going with a crowd. That does just happen. So like even if I'm somewhat suspicious I'm still prone to giving the benefit of the doubt here.

*seeing as you in particular were hurt by it. Sorry.

I'm trying to re-evaluate the stuff I missed after taking a break and I'm still really scared to make any scum reads because I don't wanna mistakenly peg someone as scum which like it's bad enough on Day 1 and will look worse as it goes along. I feel like by process of elimination based on who I'm feeling good about is FE Fan (but they're new so I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt) and honestly Ichigo with how they're flip-flopping on their votes a lot, first joining the Jamie wagon and then going for the DF wagon. HOWEVER, I am still not confident in this assessment. Marth I'm also slowly losing vibes in but that's not a strong enough hunch to go off of. To better explain my thought process, I was also trying to do a process of elimination given the idea was "Jamie and FE Fan are town infighting, one of the nulls who voted for Jamie is probably mafia, Ichigo is a null who voted Jamie, it might be them". Then I thought it over and realized I was thinking too deep into it so I unvoted them. I'm sorry that I didn't elaborate that better. I'm very sorry I made you uncomfortable with the freak-out earlier. I don't wanna draw any more attention to it than necessary but seeing as it made you in particular were hurt by it, I do want to more formally apologize as it was disgusting behavior on my end.

I'm so sorry DF...dangit that role could've been so helpful too. Just...really sorry... I'm also sorry to you guys. You just wanted to enjoy your game and I was dampening the fun by dragging my own baggage into things, and you deserve better than that. Sun deserves better than that when she put so much work into this game and themed it off of a band she's passionate about. Y'all just wanted to have a good time, and I was letting the game get to me too much, and it was cruel to do to you. I would like to play the game going forward normally but expect me to be way more quiet from here on out. I'm really sorry for the outright infantile and disgusting behavior. Still don't have as solid a lead on anyone and will have to reread a lot of the interactions that've happened when the wagon turned to DF if that helps. A few of my initial town reads also voted for DF so that really puts anything I was thinking back to square one. I think I'm starting to get more town vibes from Shinori just for the gut reaction of if DF were a Doctor, so even if they were on the DF wagon, something about that reaction strikes me as town. Elieson I think is also town just for both not wagoning and for something they intend to test out with their role, and I know that could be a fake claim, but something about it has a good vibe. Everyone else I'm going to have to re-evaluate, especially if they voted for DF, though I know that isn't always the only reason. Jamie I think is also town at this point which if they can prove their role tomorrow will solidify how I feel and also they didn't wagon on DF either.

Nope... I was meaning to, but there's just stuff going on right now like school and cleaning the house and friend birthday prep. I do swear I'm not scum though and I'm really sorry about all this trouble. I'm sorry. I really am. I'm just really confused right now and feel like nothing I do will matter and like I don't blame you for being mad and I'm not acting like a good player and I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

For a role claim it's probably NAI but I can talk during night phase...yeah, I don't see how this can help...

Don't bother. I'm holding the game back anyway, and hey, it's gotta be someone to get lynched on Day 1, right? I'm fine with taking one for the team, and my role is...I have no clue how the heck it could be useful to you guys so really I'm the best option to send off since we don't have much evidence otherwise against anyone else.

I just wish that people could hammer me on Day 1 and get it over with, I see no point in fighting the wagon once it starts.

But I legit don't think anyone is scum, I have no evidence, and trying to vote on my best guess is exactly what got me into this mess.

Oh, sorry.

I just...don't have the energy or evidence for a defense and I'm sorry...

I could offer a compromise and ask to watch me tonight if you truly think I'm scum and not lynch me but I fully understand if you want me gone. I'm sorry.