I think you are really admirable. I'm sorry if I've ever been mean to you. Tellius is my favorite chronology too. My favorites are Ilyana, Elincia, and Fiona
Yeah, I don't have any money for it yet either; and even if I did, I'm still trying to decide if I want it from gamestop or from the eshop....unfortunately, any money I have is going to Tales of Xillia Collector's Edition later this summer. Too many games I still need and not enough money... :(