Vashiane Posted June 30, 2013 Share Posted June 30, 2013 [/sigh] Some days I just really shouldn't be near a computer... Because trying to explain to my friends why I haven't seen or talked to them in, like, a month turned into this giant apologetic, self-pitying rambling nonsense that I'm actually disgusted that came out of my head and onto paper. Screen. Whatever. Ugh. I shouldn't have been on yesterday either, got all pissy because I got a couple quiz questions wrong. The fuck is my problem? If I were a different person watching myself, I would have smacked the hell out of me. No, not really. But point gotten. And I'm not even typing this with my eyes open, they're, like, perma-closed. They won't consistently stay open. How am I even typing this, I don't even know, I'm surprised I'm even thinking. Or breathing for that matter. I'm worried that I'm so tired anf forgetful I might forget how to breathe. Can you actually do that? And I'm going to formally "wake up" i.e. get another hour of sleep or so, come back, read this, and once again wonder what the fuck is wrong with me, because I'd rather post it here where I don't have 100+ family members, friends and other people read it... and I don't remember my Facebook password ATM. Good thing I'm perma-logged in here, huh? Yay. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deleted35362 Posted June 30, 2013 Share Posted June 30, 2013 You type so much better than the average American Vashiane, just try to calm yourself. I don't understand what's happening, but at the very least your friends who you haven't talked to for some time understand that you do care. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sunwoo Posted June 30, 2013 Share Posted June 30, 2013 Vashiane, don't be too hard on yourself. I have days like that too, where I just shouldn't say anything because I'm already stressed enough, days when I should just stay away and wait until I'm more calm until I'm ready to say something. Unfortunately, I have like no self control. It happens. You're only human. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Momentai~ Posted June 30, 2013 Share Posted June 30, 2013 *hugs* Hey, I find that a good night's rest helps in coping with such meltdowns. Unfortunately it doesn't seem like you're gonna get one seeing as how you were up until 4am this morning, but sometimes you've just gotta deal. Have you been getting enough sleep recently? Sleep deprivation can contribute to irritability and emotional abnormalities in general. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted June 30, 2013 Share Posted June 30, 2013 (edited) ....You should have just marched yourself to bed. You're definitely being too hard on yourself. Shouldn't have to explain yourself to such extents... and then no need to beat yourself up over that new FftF fad thing. Hope you've gotten some more sleep and hopefully it'll help. Edited June 30, 2013 by Shirley Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Excellen Browning Posted June 30, 2013 Share Posted June 30, 2013 Hush little baby don't you cry, everything is gonna be alright. For some reason that line came up spontaneously and then for unexplainable reasons, I thought it would be appropriate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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