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(if you have no clue wat im talking about, then read my topic titled: My Problems)

Yesterday i was moning about my life....im going to be honost. Im an alcoholic!! I just cant stop.......but i want to so bad!...and Mathew, TLS, FEFL, and even Fox helped me understand the value of my life! I have so much to live for...and I tried to throw it all away by trying to kill myself......i failed both times btw....not because i changed my mind...but because i paniced and did it wrong. I have scars on my wrists that wont go away....i have to cover them up.....Its such a terrible feeling that NO ONE deserves to feel....so...thanks to those four people.....and Candy (she helped by just existing period!) im going to try to give up my ways... if i leave for a long amount of time...it means im getting help....(i need it!!)...if i dont leave...then im either failing or succeding at getting rid of the problem myself..........im an idiot for wanting to die.........i know this. and i see now that if i left for good....i would be hurting alot more people than i think.....

so

wish me luck.

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ok

blood means less to you when it FLOWING OUT YOUR FUCKING WRISTS

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Well you may have taken "Melty blood" the wrong way. Melty blood is a UBER AMAZING FIGHTING GAME that i have been ranting about for a while (AND THE NEW ONE JUST CAME OUT OMFG I GOTTA GET IT WHEN IT GETS A PC OR PS2 VERSION!!!!)

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Well you may have taken "Melty blood" the wrong way. Melty blood is a UBER AMAZING FIGHTING GAME that i have been ranting about for a while (AND THE NEW ONE JUST CAME OUT OMFG I GOTTA GET IT WHEN IT GETS A PC OR PS2 VERSION!!!!)

your timing for this shit is impeccable

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I didn't feel I really helped. Did I? Maybe I forgot something. ]

Masu, it doesn't look like you're helping...

*shrugs*

Well i always fail when i try anything anyways so whats the point? *hits self for even trying*

*leaves topic*

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I didn't feel I really helped. Did I? Maybe I forgot something. ]

Masu, it doesn't look like you're helping...

1. you helped by just saying something meaningful

2. All Masu is doing is making me feel like i cant make a serious topic without him fucking around and making things worse.

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1. you helped by just saying something meaningful

2. All Masu is doing is making me feel like i cant make a serious topic without him fucking around and making things worse.

Like I said i was just trying to ease tension but whatever im done trying to help anyone from now on.

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