FleurDeGlace

I am just bloody irritated that Sangyul is saying that she's irritated that I don't see her way but she doesn't want to think that I might be feeling the same way and trying my best to explain my points to her without being rude. The entire episode is just that we do not agree with each other. That's all, in my opinion. Things just escalated based on our disagreement. I am going to leave the forum temporarily since I can tell that I'm losing my composure. I'll reply to anything else tomorrow if I can.

It definitely was slightly different but I played mostly in real life where things are different apart from the main focus of the game still being to find the lurking imposters.

All I did was to disagree with you? You keep saying to look at your point why don't you try listening to MINE hmm? The simple description of the scenario was: I don't see your point and feel you're misrepresenting me. You don't see my point and feel that I'm misrepresenting you. What is uncalled for is that you're implying that your own opinion is truer or more right than mine and getting angry when I did not agree with it. No one's opinions are more or less right in a game (except maybe the mod or someone who knows the setup) so it's not a given that everyone will see things in YOUR way. That is definitely not reason enough to get angry and start to imply that others are less intelligent than you just because they don't see it your way. Best scenario is to just drop the case or come back to it when you're calmer. There's what, 72 hours in a game day? I don't believe you can't just leave the game alone for 24 hours before coming back to it if you're genuinely getting upset. Next, that was how I felt about you constantly reiterating that you were angry. I felt that it was a threat to make me give in and concede to your point of view. There is no fucking way that I will give up my own opinion just because the other person is angry unless I truly believe that I'm wrong in my views and that they are right. Call it stubborn or whatever you want but you did not bring anything up that could persuade me otherwise so I don't see why I have to see things exactly as you see them or agree with you 100%. You're implying that only you can get angry at my comments but you fail to also realise that several of your comments as well as your reiteration that you were angry or getting irritated had offended and angered me as well. It is out of goodwill that I'm telling you to calm the heck down when you're angry both for the game and so you don't do or say anything you might regret in a game. You're talking about your anger issues as if you know what the problem is but you don't seem to want to be doing anything to resolve it so I find that really hypocritical. And Prims, that's likely a coincidence or due to the teaching styles here in Singapore cause as far as I know, teachers here like to underline and highlight things for students to pick out from texts and that might cause such a method of pointing out points from a text among students. As I said in PM and I'll say it here again, I'm definitely not a stinking guy and I'm definitely not mancernecro or whatever his name is.

And the game was already ugly from when you were getting angry.

Bolded part acknowledges what you've pointed out, that emotions mean nothing and that I don't know you. Itallicised part is my opinion on the matter and how I felt about it. I felt a threat underlying your posts and that was where I knew it would be fruitless to try to persuade you on anything else in the game. EDIT: As the underline tag doesn't work, I bolded that bit instead.

What I harped on was what I perceived as a contradiction and how easily your stance shifted and slanted. It may not have been directly obvious to you but I felt that you wavered in your arguments. That's why I wanted to continue pursuing it before your outbursts. Also, as I mentioned before, emotion is a null tell but it becomes annoying when emotion becomes the main part of your posts and makes it hard to read anything. Second, I did not say or imply that you couldn't handle people being mean to you. No one was being mean to you in the first place since there was almost no personal attacking apart from certain discussions that were happening. Rather, you were more the one being mean and personal to others in the thread in the first place. My comment on your subbing out may have been low and uncalled for but it had to be mentioned since some players do do that as scum to get a clean slate. I implied nothing more than that. Last, if you end up in situations where things may get ugly cause you are getting angry, you might want to think about having ways to calm yourself down while playing the game. Subbing does not solve the matter but causes things to be put on hold or dropped without being addressed thoroughly.

And I lost my mojo and mood to play the game after that. Probably should be glad that I was a target by both Kopfjäger and the mafia team on night 1 as I was considering subbing out too. Although, I don't agree with my Kopfjäger shot me as I was crumbling someone with a disabling ability throughout the game more than vigilante from the point I said I would curse our enemies. My comments about the vigilante shot was to give my opinions for the shot and not to crumb the role. I told Green Poet not to talk about it to stop scum from narrowing down who the vigilante was. If she stopped talking about it, it could still be ambiguous about whether or not I was the vigilante but further discussion led to me saying I was not. Sorry Radiant Dragon for the role speculation leading to your lynch. Partly why I felt that your claim was more untrue was because of the limited shots claim by Green Poet which matched up with my own role. That and your claim was seemingly similar to my first ability. I think you should have claimed your role fully although I felt that you have just given up then and there.

This was from my role PM which analyses why I acted like I did.

Oh wow, real life got in the way of being updated on the game until it was over. @Sangyul: Yes, I apologise for that last post I made against you. That post was probably too severe in tone but I was getting mildly irritated at the fact that you seemed to be getting more and more agitated and emotional when trying to bring out your points. I had tried to drop the case but you brought it back up again with a worse tone and that made me decide that I had to say something about the anger I was sensing. If both of us continued insisting on our views and got even angrier that the other was not seeing from our points of views, things would get even worse. Hence why I was willing to want to drop that case early on. @Green Poet: When a huge number of players are telling you that you should move your vote away, you should at least consider it. I thik that being open and accepting others' views and opinions sometimes and allowing them to change your own is crucial in finding imposters in a game. I was not irritated, so you don't have to apologise for that.

I didn't decorate mine but it already looks awesome being the gold-coloured A Legend of Zelda: A Link Between Worlds one, I'll go and see if I have photos of it around.

[spoiler=19/02/2014] At Manhattan Fish Market: Salmon Chowder Soup Mushroom Soup Calamari Rings Golden Fried Mushrooms Ice-Cream Drink Small Grill Set Grilled Dory Set At Plaza Singapura: At the coffee shop for dinner: Bitter Gourd Soup Meatball Soup Nai Bai Vegetables Fu Rong Omellete Prawn Paste Chicken Hong Kong-Styled Fish

eclipse, if you're delaying the thread, I can't join anymore. My lessons start in 2 weeks (1.5 from today) and I'll be busy from then on.

Made a Table of Contents with links so it's easier to find the photos from the different categories.

[spoiler=17/02/2014]At Tim Ho Wan: Char Siew Bao Prawn Dumplings Pork and Prawn in Beancurd Skin Fried Carrot Cake At Miam Miam Restaurant: Matcha Latte Miam Miam Spaghetti At Westgate: At JEM: At Skinny Pizza: Hearty Mushroom Soup 1/4 Metre Sausage Truffle Fries Grilled Prawns Squid Ink Pizza Back at Westgate: At Sync: Iced Cafe Latte Iced Earl Grey Latte Golden Trio Mushrooms Kimchi Fries Complimentary Kimchi Soup Back outside at Westgate:

I'm using my handphone's camera, sadly. I don't have the money to afford a good camera. I'm using my handphone's camera but I am going to source out for a cheap camera soon to start some semblance of professional photography.