I know what you mean I had people I trusted stab me in the back and just treat me bad and now I don't trust anyone I did not know before that happened to me. The only thing I can say is be wary of strangers and be carful I do go out I am just not out going and tend to avoid people and I avoid crowds like the plague, lucky for me the stores I like to go to don't get crowded and I can order stuff online as well. It is hard when you turn in to an adult and you see how people really act because kids tend to see the better side of people while adults tend to see how other adults actually act. There are good people out there but they are hard to find, be nice to people who reach out to you and don't push yourself in to doing things where you might freak out, take it slow like go to a park or the library or somewhere there are people but not a big crowd and see how you feel about that and go from there. hope this helps.