Roxas Posted December 2, 2017 Share Posted December 2, 2017 I'm right here u bum Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted December 2, 2017 Share Posted December 2, 2017 We don't post, just telepathically talk with each other now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted December 2, 2017 Share Posted December 2, 2017 On 11/30/2017 at 6:31 PM, Fleece said: lol of course my plans to move falls flat because everything has to go wrong for me, dumbass landlord rented the lower level apartment to someone else because he thought my friend's mom wasn't serious enough about moving so now my friend's mom can't move out which means I can't move in so I'm going to be stuck here for god knows how long unless we just find a new place soon but that sounds unlikely I don't really feel like dealing with more abuse from my parents, theres so little few things that keep me going anymore though at least Pride and his friend were considering getting a place in spring so I could possibly live with them which means living with him sooner than expected and being with him is what I really want the most, and unlike my other friends I feel like he'd actually intervene if things get worse with my parents idk how to type coherently I just wanna sleep 24/7 of course something went wrong gurl I get tired just trying to imagine what is all going on over there, I could not even comprehend how tired it makes all you 7 hours ago, Fleece said: well things might be ok after all but i don't even know if its worth giving updates anymore with how lopsided everything gets with them >_> and I always expect the worst but hopefully nothing else will happen if it helps you/makes you feel better to talk about it then I say keep it up (it's not like anything else keeps this thread going :D) but if it's even more tiring for you to keep talking and then having to tell a different story then less updates is fine too but like it sounds like you could use any amount of coping as possible and I certainly don't want you to stop something if it even remotely helps for now, god I severely hope that the plan does work out in the end Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted December 2, 2017 Share Posted December 2, 2017 On 11/30/2017 at 6:31 PM, Fleece said: lol of course my plans to move falls flat because everything has to go wrong for me, dumbass landlord rented the lower level apartment to someone else because he thought my friend's mom wasn't serious enough about moving so now my friend's mom can't move out which means I can't move in so I'm going to be stuck here for god knows how long unless we just find a new place soon but that sounds unlikely I don't really feel like dealing with more abuse from my parents, theres so little few things that keep me going anymore though at least Pride and his friend were considering getting a place in spring so I could possibly live with them which means living with him sooner than expected and being with him is what I really want the most, and unlike my other friends I feel like he'd actually intervene if things get worse with my parents idk how to type coherently I just wanna sleep 24/7 of course something went wrong gurl I get tired just trying to imagine what is all going on over there, I could not even comprehend how tired it makes all you 7 hours ago, Fleece said: well things might be ok after all but i don't even know if its worth giving updates anymore with how lopsided everything gets with them >_> and I always expect the worst but hopefully nothing else will happen if it helps you/makes you feel better to talk about it then I say keep it up (it's not like anything else keeps this thread going :D) but if it's even more tiring for you to keep talking and then having to tell a different story then less updates is fine too but like it sounds like you could use any amount of coping as possible and I certainly don't want you to stop something if it even remotely helps for now, god I severely hope that the plan does work out in the end Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nobody Posted December 3, 2017 Share Posted December 3, 2017 On 01/12/2017 at 6:11 PM, Emeraldfox said: FE4Thread has gone Hollow use humanity Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Envoy of the Beginning Posted December 3, 2017 Share Posted December 3, 2017 R.I.P. Vidme Looks like YouTube won't have any competition after all Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
James Bond Posted December 3, 2017 Share Posted December 3, 2017 *pokes* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted December 3, 2017 Share Posted December 3, 2017 (edited) Ah, next week is the last before the holidays. I'm so grateful... I'd say, it's like this place. Quieting down. Anyone feeling like living up the place with talks for the holidays? Edited December 3, 2017 by Acacia Sgt Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Envoy of the Beginning Posted December 3, 2017 Share Posted December 3, 2017 40 minutes ago, James Bond said: *pokes* Eep! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roxas Posted December 3, 2017 Share Posted December 3, 2017 I would be hyped for holidays, except I still have to get through a blood/lymph exam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted December 4, 2017 Share Posted December 4, 2017 i'm probably gonna get a small cake for christmas l0l Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fleece Posted December 5, 2017 Share Posted December 5, 2017 On 12/1/2017 at 11:05 PM, Freohr Datia said: of course something went wrong gurl I get tired just trying to imagine what is all going on over there, I could not even comprehend how tired it makes all you if it helps you/makes you feel better to talk about it then I say keep it up (it's not like anything else keeps this thread going :D) but if it's even more tiring for you to keep talking and then having to tell a different story then less updates is fine too but like it sounds like you could use any amount of coping as possible and I certainly don't want you to stop something if it even remotely helps for now, god I severely hope that the plan does work out in the end thats how it usually is for me I don't mind talking about it besides being pooped I just feel like I'd annoy people with how constantly things change and they're probably thinking like "don't give us an update unless something substantial happens" and with it being such a rollercoaster it probably gets tiresome to read about too idk I'm just being self-conscious and talking about it does help with coping a bit but I should probably do something more healthy too uhhhh its just concerning because lately I feel so bad I just mostly sleep or barely sleep and feel like a zombie and having to exert the smallest amount of energy feels like a huge task and I don't wanna ask people to help with motivation because a lot of times when someone tries to I still can't and I hate letting people down I'm not really good at doing anything for myself or anyone else bbbut hopefully I'll figure out something I made a phonecall re:my insurance and I turned in another job app today so thats an accomplishment at least also moving out is super stressful because I've been pretty much groomed to be co-dependent on my mom especially and I hate it I want nothing to do with her but I also feel like I'm somehow doing something bad by leaving the house and also by going against what she wants by living somewhere else even though in reality shes the one doing wrong by trying to force me to stay and how she treats me but when that gets ingrained into you its hard to break out of, this is my first time doing something so hugely independent that I can't help be but scared a bit even though its best for me in the end I'm always super indecisive and I never trust myself not to mess up without consulting someone for just about anything I don't want to get yelled at or badmouthed even more by either parent anymore either I'm bad at dealing with it and I know making progress is gonna make it worse but yes thank you Fre \0/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted December 5, 2017 Share Posted December 5, 2017 patpat Lettuce just do what makes you feel better or something like that i'm bad with words Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted December 5, 2017 Share Posted December 5, 2017 1 hour ago, Fleece said: thats how it usually is for me I don't mind talking about it besides being pooped I just feel like I'd annoy people with how constantly things change and they're probably thinking like "don't give us an update unless something substantial happens" and with it being such a rollercoaster it probably gets tiresome to read about too idk I'm just being self-conscious and talking about it does help with coping a bit but I should probably do something more healthy too uhhhh its just concerning because lately I feel so bad I just mostly sleep or barely sleep and feel like a zombie and having to exert the smallest amount of energy feels like a huge task and I don't wanna ask people to help with motivation because a lot of times when someone tries to I still can't and I hate letting people down I'm not really good at doing anything for myself or anyone else bbbut hopefully I'll figure out something I made a phonecall re:my insurance and I turned in another job app today so thats an accomplishment at least also moving out is super stressful because I've been pretty much groomed to be co-dependent on my mom especially and I hate it I want nothing to do with her but I also feel like I'm somehow doing something bad by leaving the house and also by going against what she wants by living somewhere else even though in reality shes the one doing wrong by trying to force me to stay and how she treats me but when that gets ingrained into you its hard to break out of, this is my first time doing something so hugely independent that I can't help be but scared a bit even though its best for me in the end I'm always super indecisive and I never trust myself not to mess up without consulting someone for just about anything I don't want to get yelled at or badmouthed even more by either parent anymore either I'm bad at dealing with it and I know making progress is gonna make it worse but yes thank you Fre \0/ I can't answer for everyone but I certainly don't mind getting any of the updates no matter how minor. I feel like most others would feel the same but if they don't they can just EAT IT Well, I feel like talking to people about it can be a healthy thing, but I guess I can also see what you mean calling it unhealthy as well if it gives you too much time to dwell on the situation. But you could probably balance talking about it and doing other healthy things as well! Though that could be easier said than done. BUT HEY I'm proud of you for making some progress today!! And I hope it helps you (at least even in the slightest bit) to hear that I don't think people would blame you for not improving in motivation after you try talking to them. I wish I could help better in the feelings of guilt you get, but that's a thing I struggle with so often as well and if I have had any ways to improve myself in that aspect, I can't think of any right now and even if I did idk if I could put it into words... christ. yeah it sounds like your mother did the opposite of what parents are supposed to NOT ONLY in that she's being stupid and abusive all the time but also because she made you so dependent, when parents are supposed to be preparing their children for being able to take care of themselves. Hey though, endgame is living with Pride though, is it? I'm sure he will work you into being independent better. I hope the people you're planning on moving in with can do the same for you in the meantime. Yeah I hope the aftermath of you moving out doesn't turn out too terrible for you... Integrity's parents are both quite distant from majority of both their families and extended families (his mother in particular also had a very abusive mother) so they are rarely in touch with them, but they are happy enough with their own family that they have now. I hope you can get that solace for yourself as well!! and NO PROBLEM, really it is not! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roxas Posted December 5, 2017 Share Posted December 5, 2017 endgame is living with pride 8D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iris Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 Oh, excellent, this is still here. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheEnd Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 36 minutes ago, Iris said: Oh, excellent, this is still here. are you really sure Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iris Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 Just now, TheEnd said: are you really sure No. =( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iris Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 Just now, TheEnd said: are you really sure No. =( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 the thread is lacking its new girl for the sixth or seventh or whatever generation it's supposed to be on and without the sacrificial offerings to this thread it DIED that and probably also just moved locations~ but like every single new page contains posts about how the thread is dead or a zombie now and I think that implies enough on its own that this thread rightfully should not still be going but that's okay zombies can be friends too probably Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ϲharlie Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 Zombies must be terminated on sight! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DodgeDusk Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 The head! Shoot 'im in the head! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 i'll shoot u in the head Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ϲharlie Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 *bops Squirrely in the head* Down with the zombies! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ϲharlie Posted December 6, 2017 Share Posted December 6, 2017 *bops Squirrely in the head* Down with the zombies! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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