Ice Sage Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 (edited) thanks for your concern broseph, I only need like one more good day out there Np bro hope things go well! i just really hate everything right now and it pisses me off ah =/ feel better Ein Edited April 1, 2013 by Ice Sage Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ein Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 Being nihilistic does not by necessity make you an asshole. Acknowledging the lack of inherent purpose in all things is among one of the many different ways, I think, to begin having a clear and honest outlook on life. Embracing nothingness is a fantastic way to open the mind, because within nothing, you have infinite room to create something, don't you? unless you just hate things/people because you're an asshole, in which case it doesnt really matter what your existential outlook is, you'll still be an ass It'd be nice if I could see potential but I can't. You're thinking more in a positive light whilst I see the absolute negative. And I say asshole because I feel terrible and have no self-worth. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icon of Sin Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 Turns out Ein might see the world (⌐■_■) through jade colored glasses Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pride Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 It'd be nice if I could see potential but I can't. You're thinking more in a positive light whilst I see the absolute negative. And I say asshole because I feel terrible and have no self-worth. Then it'd be more accurate to call yourself a pessimist, no? You have no self-worth because you have given yourself none. I'm sure the reason you've come to think like this is an effect of the things that are making you "feel terrible", but when it really comes down to it, it is solely in your hands to make your own life enjoyable, and make yourself feel confident. It's possible for any human, although obviously more difficult the more dire a person's circumstance/problem is. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ice Sage Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 Heya Dio. Have you done fe5 0%? I just finished it. I thought it would be pretty hard but it was easy and fun lol XD asvel and dadga were really good Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Priiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pride Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Priiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide w-what what I do Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icon of Sin Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 (edited) Heya Dio. Have you done fe5 0%? I just finished it. I thought it would be pretty hard but it was easy and fun lol XD asvel and dadga were really good I actually did that before dondon did. Sort of. Turns out I wasn't sure on keeping growths on scrolls or not, decided to keep them since they weren't character based growths, but then I ended up using them more than I expected and I didn't find the challenge appealing near the end. But yeah I did it, and I still have the videos uploaded on my Youtube about it. Mostly no warps except for 12x and 24x last I recall. Knock yourself out. Edited April 1, 2013 by Doga Blockovich Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 You're killing me that's what D= Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ein Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 Then it'd be more accurate to call yourself a pessimist, no? You have no self-worth because you have given yourself none. I'm sure the reason you've come to think like this is an effect of the things that are making you "feel terrible", but when it really comes down to it, it is solely in your hands to make your own life enjoyable, and make yourself feel confident. It's possible for any human, although obviously more difficult the more dire a person's circumstance/problem is. labels labels labels Who the fuck cares. I just feel terrible and everything I try to do to try and make myself feel better just doesn't work. Therapy, medication, social activities, the little exercise I can do. Nothing works so it just feels like a waste of time further making my mind and body feel awful. To be honest. I wasn't feeling like this until recently. I was actually feeling kind of GOOD but no. My mom just has to tell me that my step-dad hasn't changed for shit after all what happened on October last year and I don't know if it's just my mom being her depressed self saying that but I haven't felt good ever since. And you're right. It is far more difficult for people in bad situations to actually improve and the sad thing I'm better off than most people and I still feel this way and I can only do so much when I can't exactly do ANYTHING of worth. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 I think I forgot the reason Mt. Zaleho can even exist on the Outer Lands... oh well... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pride Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 You're killing me that's what D= a-am I at least killing you softly labels labels labels Who the fuck cares. I just feel terrible and everything I try to do to try and make myself feel better just doesn't work. Therapy, medication, social activities, the little exercise I can do. Nothing works so it just feels like a waste of time further making my mind and body feel awful. To be honest. I wasn't feeling like this until recently. I was actually feeling kind of GOOD but no. My mom just has to tell me that my step-dad hasn't changed for shit after all what happened on October last year and I don't know if it's just my mom being her depressed self saying that but I haven't felt good ever since. And you're right. It is far more difficult for people in bad situations to actually improve and the sad thing I'm better off than most people and I still feel this way and I can only do so much when I can't exactly do ANYTHING of worth. labels are kind of important when labeling yourself I think So, if your family situation were better, and if your mother was happy, would you still be depressed? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ice Sage Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 I actually did that before dondon did. Sort of. Turns out I wasn't sure on keeping growths on scrolls or not, decided to keep them since they weren't character based growths, but then I ended up using them more than I expected and I didn't find the challenge appealing near the end. But yeah I did it, and I still have the videos uploaded on my Youtube about it. Mostly no warps except for 12x and 24x last I recall. Knock yourself out. ah, nice. I'll definitely watch these. I think I used warp for 22, 23 and 12x Salem's ai is weird. sometimes he doesn't use the sleep staff at all same for the boss in 16B Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icon of Sin Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 ah, nice. I'll definitely watch these. I think I used warp for 22, 23 and 12x Salem's ai is weird. sometimes he doesn't use the sleep staff at all same for the boss in 16B I could've, but in the end I only used Warp in 12x to get items and 24x to just avoid status. I know, and Salem can be quite easy to exploit since his skill stat isn't too high, so you can take it the slow way while using save states to keep his staff fresh. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 a-am I at least killing you softly Hmmmmmm I don't think it was soft much... It was a little painful! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ein Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 labels are kind of important when labeling yourself I think So, if your family situation were better, and if your mother was happy, would you still be depressed? Just one way to try and describe what I feel. I would be a completely different person for better or worse or even the same as I am now if that were the case. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fei Mao Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 (edited) labels labels labels Who the fuck cares. I just feel terrible and everything I try to do to try and make myself feel better just doesn't work. Therapy, medication, social activities, the little exercise I can do. Nothing works so it just feels like a waste of time further making my mind and body feel awful. To be honest. I wasn't feeling like this until recently. I was actually feeling kind of GOOD but no. My mom just has to tell me that my step-dad hasn't changed for shit after all what happened on October last year and I don't know if it's just my mom being her depressed self saying that but I haven't felt good ever since. And you're right. It is far more difficult for people in bad situations to actually improve and the sad thing I'm better off than most people and I still feel this way and I can only do so much when I can't exactly do ANYTHING of worth. I know this sounds cliche but do your best to hang in there in time you're probably going to do something of worth. And yeah I know it's difficult in your situation, but try to enjoy life even the smallest things you do could bring joy. I mean for me hearing people that have jobs already makes me feel worthless, but I try to endure knowing I have to find a way to repay my parents in someway. But yeah another cliche thing the human spirit and the driving force to push through and triumph. Sorry if this doesn't help. Edited April 1, 2013 by Generic Operator Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ice Sage Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 I could've, but in the end I only used Warp in 12x to get items and 24x to just avoid status. I know, and Salem can be quite easy to exploit since his skill stat isn't too high, so you can take it the slow way while using save states to keep his staff fresh. ah same lol forgot about 24x. sety and galzus were lifesavers yeah. i used to do that all the time haha. I didn't know who to give wrath to, so i gave it to eryios since he has 0pcc Veld is so chump lol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pride Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 (edited) Hmmmmmm I don't think it was soft much... It was a little painful! oh no Just one way to try and describe what I feel. I would be a completely different person for better or worse or even the same as I am now if that were the case. Why would you choose to say "I dunno" in so many words Well, as GO said, hang in there. You can wait for someone or something to take care of your problems, you can take care of them yourself, or you can just die unsatisfied. Approach it however you want, but I do hope you reach some kind of peace. Edited April 1, 2013 by Pride Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 oh no Sowwyyyyyyyyyyyy I'll try to not feel it next time =D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shadow Mir Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 ah same lol forgot about 24x. sety and galzus were lifesavers yeah. i used to do that all the time haha. I didn't know who to give wrath to, so i gave it to eryios since he has 0pcc Veld is so chump lol Guess all Zurg can do well is die, huh? Stone is a pingas though. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icon of Sin Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 I didn't know who to give wrath to, so i gave it to eryios since he has 0pcc Veld is so chump lol I found Charge better for him since it comes much later. To be fair, I completely forgot who I gave Wrath to. Might've been Dalsin. I think Sirius once took a picture of a low level Marty killing Kempf in a single hit with a Poleaxe. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shadow Mir Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 I found Charge better for him since it comes much later. To be fair, I completely forgot who I gave Wrath to. Might've been Dalsin. I think Sirius once took a picture of a low level Marty killing Kempf in a single hit with a Poleaxe. I might have seen it somewhere in this thread as well... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ice Sage Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 Guess all Zurg can do well is die, huh? Stone is a pingas though. I guess, but thers always the kia staff if you went into 24x or just rushing him I found Charge better for him since it comes much later. To be fair, I completely forgot who I gave Wrath to. Might've been Dalsin. I think Sirius once took a picture of a low level Marty killing Kempf in a single hit with a Poleaxe. ah nice. marty is a bro lol I think i sold charge Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted April 1, 2013 Share Posted April 1, 2013 ............... that scene with Dist in Keterburg............. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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