As I step into this thread every time since that fateful day and observe the going ons of a typical day, I am not an observer any more, but I subconsciously think otherwise, however, I know that I can actually participate. Perhaps I might not choose to participate in certain events, some happenings, and other things I won't mention because it would take too much time, but still, I am here and I can post. It feels surreal. It feels unreal. It feels not of this world. But the reality is...that it is real.
I'm not sure what I just typed.