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  1. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    A good friend.
  2. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    I have severe depression, too. J... We're going to get through this together.
  3. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Thank you! It's going to be weird this year... I fight depression all the time. I'm doing well with running right now and I'm going to be toppling races. My ex is on the girls team and she's going to see me fighting. It's strange. It's a huge problem I have to deal with on the start line. Running is 99% mental, after all.
  4. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Yes... Waluigi is back to normal!
  5. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    10:02 two mile today ^^
  6. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Next time I'm down, I'll consider telling a trusted coach. That's a good idea. Thanks :)
  7. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    When I keep seeing her now that school and cross country are starting up, no. My parents don't take news well. They would not take me asking for therapy well.
  8. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    I will remain honest. I am not well. I am not getting better. However, I feel guilty for burdening this thread with emotional baggage, so allow me to shut myself up.
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  10. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Am I selfish to not want to help people if I don't believe they deserve help? It's weird because I try to tell myself not to hate anyone, but I can't help myself from hating a few select people. I know I'm only a teenager, but what are your thoughts?
  11. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Always fight for what you believe in. I was traumatized as a child for pushing very hard. "Tryhard" is quite a stupid word. Ever since I met someone else who was shot down for working his hardest, I've sworn that I always will fight for him and everyone else who didn't reach their dreams. I urge you to do great things.
  12. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    I haven't taken the driving part of the lessons. I finished the school part, though.
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    14377
  14. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    It will be okay.
  15. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Jprebs, micaiahs fine
  16. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Duck?
  17. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    It can't be that weird. I associate people with songs all the time!
  18. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    I'm going to keep this in mind. Thanks everyone. *joins group hug
  19. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    I will train. Here comes that positive energy surge.Booooooooom~
  20. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    I lack the ability to love and express joy. The other emotions become out of balance when they aren't harmonized, so I am unstably depressed and angry and happiness becomes a falsehood. This is why I understand the purpose of pushing them out. But I have hopes that one day I will be okay, and I will realize that I am not at the end everyday. Oh and I'm really sorry if I've hurt anyone. I don't mean to, I really don't.
  21. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    What I would pay and sacrifice to learn to control their power.
  22. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Mmm...the rapid change really pays a toll on you.It's a conflicting behavior for me because I too have come crashing down. The emotions are very inconsistent and I would say "pestering" is a generous term to describe what they can do. But I have used them on many occasions I needed strength. I reached deep within, and I could be great. Breaking down again, I have a conflicting opinion on whether to learn to control them, or lock them away like you have all together. Neither works for me...
  23. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Now this, I understand.It's terrifying. And I'm very sorry you had to experience such pain.
  24. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    You most certainly can. But such a stigma is there for a good reason. I'm a runner, Shadow. Always aspiring to be faster, stronger, greater. My coach has a saying: "Running is 99% mental." We work so hard, and we fight our way through every obstacle. The drive a runner has to work harder, the emotional unleash of duty in his heart...this is what makes him run faster.To push further beyond and become great, you will need emotions.
  25. Roy: Marquess of Pherae
    Strength and foolishness are one in the same, then. Create your emotionless ego, but seeing truth in the world isn't going to make you stronger. It takes heart and much more. You can give up like you have or you can grow a pair and get somewhere in life.
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