Freohr Datia Posted August 6, 2013 Share Posted August 6, 2013 Shirley..... I'm not the best to give advice, so I just say listen to TheEnd~ And I hope you will pull out of this, at some point... It just seems a truly horrible and torturous way to think... And watching somebody speak like that always makes me very very sad =< Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheEnd Posted August 6, 2013 Share Posted August 6, 2013 I think I tried, but it never works for long? Or... actually, I never could find any meaning to it. Honestly... what's so bad about death? Nothing really offers any real solace to me, at least not for long.What's bad about death, you ask? The people you leave behind And the lack of knowledge about what really happens after it Seeking solace on material things is like building a castle on sand And by material things, I'm talking about things like success and approval as well Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted August 6, 2013 Share Posted August 6, 2013 Shirley..... I'm not the best to give advice, so I just say listen to TheEnd~ And I hope you will pull out of this, at some point... It just seems a truly horrible and torturous way to think... And watching somebody speak like that always makes me very very sad =< is it really horrible? I guess it could be seen that way... What's bad about death, you ask? The people you leave behind And the lack of knowledge about what really happens after it Seeking solace on material things is like building a castle on sand And by material things, I'm talking about things like success and approval as well who am I leaving behind? I don't have anyone irl besides my parents and one friend who'd really notice. But honestly, I don't think anyone will really miss me. I know, death can cause a lot of grief and depression but eventually, people will pull through, don't they? And at least with lack of knowledge of what happens after death... as far as what I believe, I...don't believe anything except that we're dead and our bodies stop functioning completely. Well, the thing is, I don't have any success or approval on anything I do to even seek solace in that... I'm guessing people count as materialistic? I don't know how else or where else to seek it. Even though I've been alive for 27 years. although I'm probably making this thread pretty depressing with my stuff. >_> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Interest Posted August 6, 2013 Share Posted August 6, 2013 (edited) Might be better to let it out. We might be able to help. Edited August 7, 2013 by Interest Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nightmare Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 Let me tell you something. Not feeling anything is awful. Don't wish for it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 (edited) is it really horrible? I guess it could be seen that way... who am I leaving behind? I don't have anyone irl besides my parents and one friend who'd really notice. But honestly, I don't think anyone will really miss me. I know, death can cause a lot of grief and depression but eventually, people will pull through, don't they? I think it is... Others may not think so, but to me, it is very horrible. .................... Shirley... Have you lost somebody before? Well now I feel horrible for asking because this feels almost rude and probably won't even help at all... but... I feel like it's too late now to delete that Edited August 7, 2013 by Freohr Datia Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
deleted35362 Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 who am I leaving behind? I don't have anyone irl besides my parents and one friend who'd really notice. But honestly, I don't think anyone will really miss me. I know, death can cause a lot of grief and depression but eventually, people will pull through, don't they?And at least with lack of knowledge of what happens after death... as far as what I believe, I...don't believe anything except that we're dead and our bodies stop functioning completely. shirley, don't be ridiculous. if there's anyone who won't be missed, it is I...but that hasn't stopped me from living just yet =p Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shadowofchaos Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 *Wakes up* Oh no serious crap... *Walks out* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sunwoo Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 In car Never say no one will miss you when you're gone Some people will miss hated enemies who are gone Rid yourself of these thoughts Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheEnd Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 (edited) who am I leaving behind? I don't have anyone irl besides my parents and one friend who'd really notice. But honestly, I don't think anyone will really miss me. I know, death can cause a lot of grief and depression but eventually, people will pull through, don't they? And at least with lack of knowledge of what happens after death... as far as what I believe, I...don't believe anything except that we're dead and our bodies stop functioning completely. Well, the thing is, I don't have any success or approval on anything I do to even seek solace in that... I'm guessing people count as materialistic? I don't know how else or where else to seek it. Even though I've been alive for 27 years. although I'm probably making this thread pretty depressing with my stuff. >_> As if a mother could ever forget her dead child. Why not do something with this time you've got until your body stops functioning, then Instead of just giving up What's material can be easily taken But different people are bound to seek different spiritual answers according to their culture, abilities and possibilities And as we seek that answer - even if it's a lie - we find strength to accomplish things along the way And hopefully make the world - even if in a small scale, and even if just a little - a better place for those around us, or for those who'll come after us Everyone in this thread is already depressed Edited August 7, 2013 by OldMan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 I think it is... Others may not think so, but to me, it is very horrible. .................... Shirley... Have you lost somebody before? Well now I feel horrible for asking because this feels almost rude and probably won't even help at all... but... I feel like it's too late now to delete that No, I can't say I have. Not anyone I was particularly close to, but then again, I never really got the chance to be close to anyone. In car Never say no one will miss you when you're gone Some people will miss hated enemies who are gone Rid yourself of these thoughts I suppose... I guess I dunno that, but then I...don't really talk to anyone either... except on here. As if a mother could ever forget her dead child. Why not do something with this time you've got until your body stops functioning, then Instead of just giving up What's material can be easily taken But different people are bound to seek different spiritual answers according to their culture, abilities and possibilities And as we seek that answer - even if it's a lie - we find strength to accomplish things along the way And hopefully make the world - even if in a small scale, and even if just a little - a better place for those around us, or for those who'll come after us Everyone in this thread is already depressed Does she? Yet a mother can make her own living child feel like shit even though she could not be there for the child in early years? What can I do though? I feel pretty useless too... and how ironic that my first therapy session is tomorrow. Hmm, I guess people count as material then. And I'm not spiritual at all though. Or religious. I don't really believe... I feel like I'm already a waste of space and intelligent life. what. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popo Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 Brady (Popo x Musashi) Roy Well... I saw that coming. The name or the pairing? XD Charlie was kind of indifferent and I couldn't come up with anythig interesting. ;w; Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheEnd Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 Does she? Yet a mother can make her own living child feel like shit even though she could not be there for the child in early years? What can I do though? I feel pretty useless too... and how ironic that my first therapy session is tomorrow. Hmm, I guess people count as material then. And I'm not spiritual at all though. Or religious. I don't really believe... I feel like I'm already a waste of space and intelligent life. what. Oh boy Seems like you'll have plenty to rant People come and go - they die, they change, they don't change as expected I noticed And the fact you're a waste now doesn't necessarily mean you need to stay a waste (Though of course, I'm not denying the fact that sometimes you need support - financial, even - to get shit done) we're all depressed children and manchildren Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PKLucas531 Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 Shirley we missed you when you left for like a week Imagine how someone closer to you would feel /twocents Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shadowofchaos Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 The name or the pairing? XD Charlie was kind of indifferent and I couldn't come up with anythig interesting. ;w; The name. xD Shirley we missed you when you left for like a week Imagine how someone closer to you would feel /twocents ^ What he said. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sunwoo Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 No, I can't say I have. Not anyone I was particularly close to, but then again, I never really got the chance to be close to anyone. I suppose... I guess I dunno that, but then I...don't really talk to anyone either... except on here. Does she? Yet a mother can make her own living child feel like shit even though she could not be there for the child in early years? What can I do though? I feel pretty useless too... and how ironic that my first therapy session is tomorrow. Hmm, I guess people count as material then. And I'm not spiritual at all though. Or religious. I don't really believe... I feel like I'm already a waste of space and intelligent life. what. We would still miss you if you were gone. Even our friends on the internet are important. You're not useless. No one is. Phone hard to type on sorry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freohr Datia Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 No, I can't say I have. Not anyone I was particularly close to, but then again, I never really got the chance to be close to anyone. I see... Forget I asked, I really shouldn't have... But I don't think you should discard what Boron said. Imo that could be among the most incorrect assumptions to make... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 Oh boy Seems like you'll have plenty to rant People come and go - they die, they change, they don't change as expected I noticed And the fact you're a waste now doesn't necessarily mean you need to stay a waste (Though of course, I'm not denying the fact that sometimes you need support - financial, even - to get shit done) we're all depressed children and manchildren Plenty. Here's hoping it'll help me like last time. Yet we're social creatures and we depend on each other. Sometimes it makes me a bit frustrated. Yes... Sorry... I'm rather stupid yet I want to believe something I can see/touch/stuff that involves the five senses. But what can I do to... well, not stay as a waste? I wonder if I'll always be a waste of time. And then that begins the vicious thought cycle of suicide. Are we now. I...did not really intend to spill it all out here. I guess things just piled on. Shirley we missed you when you left for like a week Imagine how someone closer to you would feel /twocents closer... Hmm... I'm not sure, I guess. I can name three people, but I guess there would be more that I'm not aware of. We would still miss you if you were gone. Even our friends on the internet are important. You're not useless. No one is. Phone hard to type on sorry. Thanks... It's nice to know to be told that in my face too, than having to... like... have to try to figure it out in my depressed head. @Fre: No, it's okay. I know death causes a lot of grief to people around the dead person. I studied it too. Yet I still think about it and everything... I know it's selfish and it's running away, yet sometimes I can't help but feel that's the choice I should make. Even though I know it's a terrible way of thinking and my own studies tell me so, I still think it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hatari Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 Why is there so much depression in this thread now? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 Hi Hatari. Well, it's due to the latest circumstances. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hatari Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 Hi Hatari. Well, it's due to the latest circumstances. I'm too lazy to read, fill me in. Not to mention, I'm feeling rather ill. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheEnd Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 (edited) Plenty. Here's hoping it'll help me like last time. Yet we're social creatures and we depend on each other. Sometimes it makes me a bit frustrated. Yes... Sorry... I'm rather stupid yet I want to believe something I can see/touch/stuff that involves the five senses. But what can I do to... well, not stay as a waste? I wonder if I'll always be a waste of time. And then that begins the vicious thought cycle of suicide. Yes, we're social creatures. We need other people. Ultimately, our lives don't have any meaning without other people - if we only do things for ourselves, what's the point of living? (Of course, there are philosophical positions that disagree with that - ie hedonism) However, there's an important nuance here: if people give us meaning, we lose that meaning when they're gone. I have no intention of trying to proselytize or something, I find that kinda disgusting tbh One way could be finding something you can do Any skill honed or employed effectively enough can be useful I'm too lazy to read, fill me in. Not to mention, I'm feeling rather ill. Shirley is feeling lonely and useless Edited August 7, 2013 by OldMan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amelia Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 *Wakes up* Oh no serious crap... *Walks out* If you want non-serious crap. I've got news for you. I have idea for the next episode of VINCENTxREY series. TO THE TROLL MACHINE I GO. Also known as Paint Tool SAI if you're wondering. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hatari Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 Shirley is feeling lonely and useless As zetta tells me, do something you enjoy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheEnd Posted August 7, 2013 Share Posted August 7, 2013 If you want non-serious crap. I've got news for you. I have idea for the next episode of VINCENTxREY series. TO THE TROLL MACHINE I GO. Also known as Paint Tool SAI if you're wondering. You're a good girl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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