Tao Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 I have 9999 ATS/magic level. eh Still more proof that I've wasted my time with education as a whole.But mine is from the internet more than education. Yeah I gave up on being openly self-hating a while ago, and it makes talking to people much more enjoyable yes when they are convinced you're a narcissistI try not to be publicly so partially yes. No comment on narcissism. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 man i suck at latin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 But also I feel like grammar and pronunciation and stuff like that are much more important to have a good grasp on, rather than knowing a bunch of fancy words that over half the population doesn't even know.yes thank you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
secondworld Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 [7:50:36 PM] Emeraldfox: I have become numed to mental pain[7:51:33 PM] DavidSW: tfw the typo makes a quote better Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jedi Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 oh great it's the low self esteem conga in here again Hey I was being goofy about it at least, My esteem is actually DECENT now Bow before your true hero. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 sometimes i ask myself "maybe i'm the bad guy..." and then i think "nah" Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 yeah it's really not fun for people around you, and it doesn't make your own self-esteem any better, just makes it worse. Nah people don't think I'm a narcissist just incredibly jocular with myself and my image. Yeah.... it does make your self-esteem worse too. Though I'd be more honest with myself with people I'm close to, so I'm more of being whatever my mood puts me as. Not sure what people think of me as! I can pretend too. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nobody Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 wtf is jocular Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 wtf is jocular yeah it is Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ebony Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 holy shit that match with long island joe just now i wish my dad would show up when i play video games Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 I assumed it was like playing around. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starman Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 Y'all need some CONFIDENCE confidence is for nerds and so is low self esteem Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 "your vocab is so good chen wow" me: HAHAH THIS IS A SHIT LMAO TBH CUTE XDDD KEK Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fleece Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 My head is usually foggy and my self-loathing is one of the few things I know how to talk about and if I don't talk for awhile its very bad for me oops also I saw a bunch of people playing Pokemon GO while I was out and it feels bad because I can't play I feel left outtttttttttttttttttttt Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 wtf is jocular Humurous Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nobody Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 Yes if people ask me to be honest I won't withhold. But even then ranting and venting isn't as helpful as people make it out to me. I have this thing where I try to act different around everyone I meet irl. I can't really do it online but I get into situations where two very different people who have two very different opinions on my personality meet irl. It's funny and terrifying as fuck. you mean like this? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 what do u MEAN im too competitive?! im not competitive! im the LEAST competitive. u wanna fuckin race to see whos the least competitive?! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ebony Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 i use to have an okay self esteem, then depression and my own personal slip ups resulted in nothing but self loathing i feel bad for everyone effected and i try and keep it to myself or at least compliment myself so far i've gotten to the part where i can accept i'm cute Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starman Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 holy shit that match with long island joe just now i wish my dad would show up when i play video games just get that s rank on monsoon when he;s around for that impression or something idk words Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starman Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 also I saw a bunch of people playing Pokemon GO while I was out and it feels bad because I can't play I feel left outtttttttttttttttttttt eh in the end, it's nothing much to really feel left out and besides it sounds like you dont need much initiative to get out if you were out before :v Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 "stop being overdramatic" they say "i dont know what you mean" i say as i descend from the ceiling, surrounded by mist Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tao Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 Yes if people ask me to be honest I won't withhold. But even then ranting and venting isn't as helpful as people make it out to me. I have this thing where I try to act different around everyone I meet irl. I can't really do it online but I get into situations where two very different people who have two very different opinions on my personality meet irl. It's funny and terrifying as fuck. Depends who for me. I can vent and rant to some people but mostly my therapist for no repercussions. I see. I don't so yeah. But it's okay. Lmao that sounds awkward as fuck. My head is usually foggy and my self-loathing is one of the few things I know how to talk about and if I don't talk for awhile its very bad for me oops also I saw a bunch of people playing Pokemon GO while I was out and it feels bad because I can't play I feel left outtttttttttttttttttttt yeah but you can still change it!! Why can't you play it? I downloaded it anyway but fuck if I go out. And there's literally NOTHING around me! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starman Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 "stop being overdramatic" they say "i dont know what you mean" i say as i descend from the ceiling, surrounded by mist what are you Gundam? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tryhard Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 why have self-loathing when you can just loathe everyone Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted July 18, 2016 Share Posted July 18, 2016 i'm worse than gundam i'm machine gundam! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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