LuxSpes Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 7 minutes ago, Hitori said: lux ur rly cool, this is gonna be out of nowhere but i have been thinkin about it for a rly long time and i gotta say it now, like wow you're so nice and patient even w the very obnoxious me and you're so calm all the time and i don't think i've ever seen you scream and maybe that's not super amazing but since im kim and im constantly on an emotional high im very in awe at it and i wish i could be as levelheaded as you. also i just said this but ur so nice that it makes me kinda sad because i don't think the world will ever give u anything nearly as good as wat u deserve and also i really hope you know what a good person you are because once i cried while thinking about my friend because i knew that he is totally unaware of how amazing he is, don't make me cry lux don't sell urself short because ur cool and funny and good and WOW did i mention calm because it is like the thing i admire most about u holy hecks I'm kind of unsure how to respond to this without sounding overly humble, dramatic or boastful. I don't know if I'll manage, but I'll try. I wish to thank you for your kind words. I often see my flaws much more clearly than my strengths, which I'm pretty sure is something most people struggle with, which may be why your friend is unaware of how amazing he is or why you called yourself obnoxious right here. I don't feel like you are obnoxious Kim, if anything I really appreciate your enthusiasm and how willing you are to share it since I often keep my own enthusiasm in check out of fear of annoying others. You're one of the person that made me feel confident and welcomed enough to garner the courage to post in this thread in the first place because of that enthusiasm and the friendliness you displayed. You are also very caring, as seen by you taking the time to write this post and by the "appreciation nights" I remember seeing you eagerly encourage and participate in on Skype. So don't sell yourself too short either. And instead of listening to that critical inner voice and that would want to downplay your words, I'll instead thank you again for sharing them with me. (I can't help but think of that chapter of Fruits Basket where Tohru compares people to rice balls, with the plum on their back representing their qualities. If I go with Tohru's analogy, your post gave a chance to little rice ball Lux to catch a glimpse of his plum. Hopefully this isn't too obscure or weird a reference >x>) 7 minutes ago, Hitori said: also ur a nerd I am a nerd indeed. I think I proved it again with that Fruits Basket reference '>v> (and I hope I didn't make you too nervous by taking so long to reply. I know I often feel extremely nervous when I post something I feel was random or out of nowhere and I feel like I made a mistake by posting it when the other person doesn't reply swiftly. I hate experiencing those feelings so I hope I didn't I cause you to feel them by taking so long to reply and I apologize if I did. I just had to gather my thoughts and figure out how to communicate them as best as I can. Communicating is hard.) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Julius Nepos Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 I would also like to take a moment to appreciate Lux; but I don't have anything to add to what Kim said. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FrostyFireMage Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 how badly is Damian whaling for Performing Inigo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 14 hours ago, PKLucas531 said: kim ur such a person i enjoy ty i enjoy and appreciate u too xoxo 13 hours ago, LuxSpes said: I'm kind of unsure how to respond to this without sounding overly humble, dramatic or boastful. I don't know if I'll manage, but I'll try. I wish to thank you for your kind words. I often see my flaws much more clearly than my strengths, which I'm pretty sure is something most people struggle with, which may be why your friend is unaware of how amazing he is or why you called yourself obnoxious right here. I don't feel like you are obnoxious Kim, if anything I really appreciate your enthusiasm and how willing you are to share it since I often keep my own enthusiasm in check out of fear of annoying others. You're one of the person that made me feel confident and welcomed enough to garner the courage to post in this thread in the first place because of that enthusiasm and the friendliness you displayed. You are also very caring, as seen by you taking the time to write this post and by the "appreciation nights" I remember seeing you eagerly encourage and participate in on Skype. So don't sell yourself too short either. And instead of listening to that critical inner voice and that would want to downplay your words, I'll instead thank you again for sharing them with me. (I can't help but think of that chapter of Fruits Basket where Tohru compares people to rice balls, with the plum on their back representing their qualities. If I go with Tohru's analogy, your post gave a chance to little rice ball Lux to catch a glimpse of his plum. Hopefully this isn't too obscure or weird a reference >x>) I am a nerd indeed. I think I proved it again with that Fruits Basket reference '>v> (and I hope I didn't make you too nervous by taking so long to reply. I know I often feel extremely nervous when I post something I feel was random or out of nowhere and I feel like I made a mistake by posting it when the other person doesn't reply swiftly. I hate experiencing those feelings so I hope I didn't I cause you to feel them by taking so long to reply and I apologize if I did. I just had to gather my thoughts and figure out how to communicate them as best as I can. Communicating is hard.) aw man i am very glad that i can remind you of your strengths (and that u reminded me of mine too...)!! i had forgotten that that was how we met lmao, wow i sure am glad that happened. normally im not very good at being HEY at strangers but it sounds like it was a good thing for both of us =) (I TOTALLY KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT AHH THAT LITTLE SCENE CHANGED 11-YEAR-OLD-ME'S LIFE AND IT STILL AFFECTS ME TO THIS DAY) (ALSO IT'S OKAY, I WORRIED ABOUT IT FOR A WHILE BUT I WENT TO SLEEP REALLY SOON AFTER I POSTED THAT ANYWAY SO IT WAS OKAY. MORE THAN ANYTHING, I APPRECIATE THAT YOU TOOK THE TIME TO THINK ABOUT A SINCERE REPLY. IM WHEW THAT IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THAT THOUGH) 10 hours ago, Claudius I said: I would also like to take a moment to appreciate Lux; but I don't have anything to add to what Kim said. yes thx hatt i appreciate u too and also everyone, i love people Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 man my music tastes have been so awkward over the past few months, it used to be that when people asked me what kind of music i liked i'd say "kinda everything" (kpop) or "you wouldn't have heard of it" (utaite) but now when someone asks me that i have to contemplate my inner conscious for several seconds before mustering up a "it's complicated" which is a dumb af answer but u kno it is the only thing i feel would be accurate. im stressed Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PKLucas531 Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 im gay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sylveonzoroark Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 yes Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 same Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
buttmuncher.ops Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 im gayme Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sylveonzoroark Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 oh god i just wanted to listen to an english vocaloid and instead i get a song about some fucked up serial killer irl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 10 minutes ago, buttmuncher.ops said: im gayme nice one 1 minute ago, sylveonzoroark said: oh god i just wanted to listen to an english vocaloid and instead i get a song about some fucked up serial killer irl man i know that feeling cons of vocaloid: - songs can be literally about anything, including fucked up serial killers Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PKLucas531 Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 i love vocaloid songs where the lyrics are just gibberish Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sylveonzoroark Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 i miss when i thought vocaloid was just fluffy candy ponponpon shit Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sylveonzoroark Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 speaking of which Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 30 minutes ago, PKLucas531 said: i love vocaloid songs where the lyrics are just gibberish dude tin plate dance is still my jam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 29 minutes ago, sylveonzoroark said: speaking of which this is so cute also it reminds me a bit of ochame kinou Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 http://sp.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm23168725 yall stream jinke's cover of tin plate dance Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starman Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 15 hours ago, Claudius I said: I would also like to take a moment to appreciate Lux; but I don't have anything to add to what Kim said. i appreciate lux too 41 minutes ago, sylveonzoroark said: oh god i just wanted to listen to an english vocaloid and instead i get a song about some fucked up serial killer irl arent there some fucked up vocaloid songs? probably not to that level but.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 (edited) there's a horror-esque vocaloid song called kagome kagome and it's about a bunch of children at an orphanage who were experimented on during ww2 to find the secret to immortality and during the experiments researchers would play a children's game called circle you circle you with the orphans where everyone moves around in a circle around one person who has their eyes closed and then they have to guess who's in front of them and if they guess wrong the researchers would cut one of their limbs off. they finally did discover immortality but only for the children and apparently if u go to that orphanage then they will try to play that game with u so that u join them. it's fucked up i listened to it over five years ago and it still haunts me lol Edited October 1, 2017 by Hitori stan hitori Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sylveonzoroark Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 15 minutes ago, Hitori said: there's a horror-esque vocaloid song called kagome kagome and it's about a bunch of children at an orphanage who were experimented on during ww2 to find the secret to immortality and during the experiments researchers would play a children's game called circle you circle you with the orphans where everyone moves around in a circle around one person who has their eyes closed and then they have to guess who's in front of them and if they guess wrong the researchers would cut one of their limbs off. they finally did discover immortality but only for the children and apparently if u go to that orphanage then they will try to play that game with u so that u join them. it's fucked up i listened to it over five years ago and it still haunts me lol oh god i just listened to that one Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 lmao how was it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 (edited) honestly my description doesn't do it justice, the chorus still lingers in my head and it's the creepiest shit ever not to mention the pv Edited October 1, 2017 by Hitori stan hitori Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starman Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 33 minutes ago, Hitori said: there's a horror-esque vocaloid song called kagome kagome and it's about a bunch of children at an orphanage who were experimented on during ww2 to find the secret to immortality and during the experiments researchers would play a children's game called circle you circle you with the orphans where everyone moves around in a circle around one person who has their eyes closed and then they have to guess who's in front of them and if they guess wrong the researchers would cut one of their limbs off. they finally did discover immortality but only for the children and apparently if u go to that orphanage then they will try to play that game with u so that u join them. it's fucked up i listened to it over five years ago and it still haunts me lol This is a Vocaloid song well.... i did kind of ask for it......... >.> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Starman Posted October 1, 2017 Share Posted October 1, 2017 33 minutes ago, Hitori said: there's a horror-esque vocaloid song called kagome kagome and it's about a bunch of children at an orphanage who were experimented on during ww2 to find the secret to immortality and during the experiments researchers would play a children's game called circle you circle you with the orphans where everyone moves around in a circle around one person who has their eyes closed and then they have to guess who's in front of them and if they guess wrong the researchers would cut one of their limbs off. they finally did discover immortality but only for the children and apparently if u go to that orphanage then they will try to play that game with u so that u join them. it's fucked up i listened to it over five years ago and it still haunts me lol This is a Vocaloid song well.... i did kind of ask for it......... >.> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LuxSpes Posted October 2, 2017 Share Posted October 2, 2017 16 hours ago, Claudius I said: I would also like to take a moment to appreciate Lux; but I don't have anything to add to what Kim said. 40 minutes ago, Trisitei said: i appreciate lux too Wow. Thank you both. I appreciate you two as well. 5 hours ago, Hitori said: aw man i am very glad that i can remind you of your strengths (and that u reminded me of mine too...)!! i had forgotten that that was how we met lmao, wow i sure am glad that happened. normally im not very good at being HEY at strangers but it sounds like it was a good thing for both of us =) (I TOTALLY KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT AHH THAT LITTLE SCENE CHANGED 11-YEAR-OLD-ME'S LIFE AND IT STILL AFFECTS ME TO THIS DAY) (ALSO IT'S OKAY, I WORRIED ABOUT IT FOR A WHILE BUT I WENT TO SLEEP REALLY SOON AFTER I POSTED THAT ANYWAY SO IT WAS OKAY. MORE THAN ANYTHING, I APPRECIATE THAT YOU TOOK THE TIME TO THINK ABOUT A SINCERE REPLY. IM WHEW THAT IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THAT THOUGH) yes thx hatt i appreciate u too and also everyone, i love people I'm happy that I was able to remind you of your strengths too. And I'm glad it happened as well. And it's kind of funny to read that considering I remember you being the most enthusiastic about greeting lurkers. I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who was affected by that scene, though I was probably a small bit older when I first read it (considering my version of the manga was printed in 2006 I was at least 14, which would make sense since it was around that time that I got exposed to manga for the first time.) It's a bit silly in it's presentation, but it helps to get the message across and I feel like it's an important one. But Fruits Basket is great. It's probably the manga series I re-read the most alongside Skip Beat... which is why I own all the released volumes of both series >v> Good to know I didn't make you feel nervous by taking too long to reply. And it's a relief to know I'm not the only one who feels that way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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