twice Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 I know what I want to write some sinful stuff Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kinumi Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 i wanna write about Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shadowess Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 I know what I want to write some sinful stuff hooo boy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soledai Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 What you want to write about is simple, Shadowessly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 Ah, writing... I need to return to that... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 got the outline of our not anime interactive adventure novel 1/4th done! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ebony Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 i can't believe me, as sick as i've been, managed to beat a dungeon that me, when healthy, couldn't Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 that's fucking sick Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soledai Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 Well you had to do something to take your mind off the crippling feeling of being sick. Nice job Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ebony Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 i still have been wanting to go to bed since i woke up and i'm feeling worse then yesterday i hate this Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Rezzy Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 That feeling when you're depressed, but you don't know why, but you think it's for a stupid reason, and you want to talk to someone about it, but it's too stupid to talk about. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 That feeling when you're depressed, but you don't know why, but you think it's for a stupid reason, and you want to talk to someone about it, but it's too stupid to talk about. dw, i get moments of pure anger for no reason Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rezzy Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 dw, i get moments of pure anger for no reason I seldom get truly angry. Just melancholy most of the time. I find myself yearning for my lost youth, lately. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soledai Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 So, can I look at it as a sense of longing? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chen Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 you're probably not alone but dw, everyone gets old Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 Getting old... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rezzy Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 So, can I look at it as a sense of longing? Maybe, I'm 30 now, and I feel like I never had a chance to enjoy young adulthood. I've worked near or full time jobs while going to school full time, since I was 16. I moved out on my own at 19, right after high school. I had to work, since I couldn't depend on my parents for anything. I'm finally starting to get my life where I want to be, but I'm no longer young. I've always wanted a family, but there's a limited window for that, so I couldn't really wait to start having kids, lest I be too old. I feel like I never had a chance to be a carefree youth. Then there's other even more stupid things. My general body dysphoria, that I try not to think about, but is this persistent nagging feeling in the back of my mind. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rezzy Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 I think I killed the thread. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 I guess that sort of stuff would do that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soledai Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 Maybe, I'm 30 now, and I feel like I never had a chance to enjoy young adulthood. I've worked near or full time jobs while going to school full time, since I was 16. I moved out on my own at 19, right after high school. I had to work, since I couldn't depend on my parents for anything. I'm finally starting to get my life where I want to be, but I'm no longer young. I've always wanted a family, but there's a limited window for that, so I couldn't really wait to start having kids, lest I be too old. I feel like I never had a chance to be a carefree youth. Then there's other even more stupid things. My general body dysphoria, that I try not to think about, but is this persistent nagging feeling in the back of my mind. It might be splitting hairs here, but 30 is still young. Also, how old do you consider too old for having kids? ...Besides being obviously old. Also, while I don't worry about my age, I understand this even if I have little to say. I could hazard a guess, but causes this body dysphoria? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soledai Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 (edited) Also heh, yeah it does. No one likes the serious stuffs ;o EDIT: I was tending to someone, so I was a bit late with my reply Edited January 9, 2017 by Soledai Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 Also heh, yeah it does. No one likes the serious stuffs ;o EDIT: I was tending to someone, so I was a bit late with my reply Not like the serious stuff huh... Then what, should it be like this then? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jedi Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 Falcom has officially grabbed me by my wallet (although most of this was an amazon gift card) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rezzy Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 It might be splitting hairs here, but 30 is still young. Also, how old do you consider too old for having kids? ...Besides being obviously old. Also, while I don't worry about my age, I understand this even if I have little to say. I could hazard a guess, but causes this body dysphoria? To the first, about 35. Second, it's hard to say for sure. My OCD has always played a role, but it was a bit different then, as there were certain aspects of my body that bothered me, but I came to accept my body as it was, and I thought I was over that. It might be a bit of baby blues exacerbating everything, but my metabolism slowing down hasn't helped. My hair's been falling out a bit lately, too. I know it sounds stupid to be insecure. This is the body that science has given me. I had it looking a bit decent, but now it's showing its age. It's kind of a complicated emotion to put in words, but thanks for your concern. It's nice to talk about it, nonetheless. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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