One week ago, a friend of mine killed herself. I still hope that I'll wake up, and this will all have just been a nightmare, but it's reality. Making it all the harder was that this was her second attempt. The first time was back in November, I was talking to her as she tried to OD and asphyxiate herself, but 911 was called, and she was saved. She got home from the hospital, and it seemed like things were going better again. Once again, we were talking almost every day, and she was talking about moving out of South Carolina, and maybe the possibility of meeting up IRL.
Just the night before, we had been talking on Discord as usual, but then, they next day I heard that she was dead. She didn't reach out to anybody a second time.