Soledai Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 And completely ignoring my icing your face Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 Numbing shot? What for? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nobody Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 There is nothing that is going on, just a vague sense of dread that is homing in on the date of August 5th. How about you. what happens on august 5th? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PM ME MARIANNE ART Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 daniel Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maybe Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 my lip is swollen and bleeding from earlier WHY DIDNT I LISTEN oh no are u okHad I been born in Hawaii, my birthday would be in 11 minutes. I ALREADY SAID EARLY BIRTHDAY TO YOU THE OTHER DAY BECAUSE I KNEW I'D FORGET IT WAS TOMORROW AND I ALREADY FORGOT IT WAS TOMORROWi'm done with this i hate myself Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nobody Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 daniel hey graham how are you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soledai Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 (edited) Whelp it's sort of a strange dread to explain. hmm...well basically I have this thing where I act very differently around different people I see irl. Nothing really something I consciously controls, it just sort of happens. I mean it's nothing wrong, or unusual, I wouldn't say I have different personalities or whatever but anyways some people end up having ideas about me that are quite different than other people's ideas of me... The biggest place where this contrast shows up is between my parents (who have an idea of me that's the most developed out of them all) and kids my age. This is fine and dandy and all, until they actually meet...it can be downright terrifying for me. Basically, they can shatter everything they think about me with just a few comments. It's like they'll have a different son. It honestly has scared the shit of me, hell I understand this fear is completely irrational but it really eats away at me constantly to the point where going out with my parents to anywhere where there's even a slim chance of kids from school being there scares me shitless. Luckily, this hasn't happened in quite sometime, but on such date as August 5th, it is the parent-student orientation at the college I'm going to. And there are kids there who definitely know me and will definitely be there. It might just be unavoidable that there's a collision. Whatever it's nice to get that off my chest at least. Ahh, as I was reading it I was thinking to myself "college" > got to the last paragraph College. You're worried about the other kids interacting with you? Is that what I'm taking away from this? Edited July 29, 2016 by Soledai Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nobody Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 (edited) Whelp it's sort of a strange dread to explain. hmm...well basically I have this thing where I act very differently around different people I see irl. Nothing really something I consciously controls, it just sort of happens. I mean it's nothing wrong, or unusual, I wouldn't say I have different personalities or whatever but anyways some people end up having ideas about me that are quite different than other people's ideas of me... The biggest place where this contrast shows up is between my parents (who have an idea of me that's the most developed out of them all) and kids my age. This is fine and dandy and all, until they actually meet...it can be downright terrifying for me. Basically, they can shatter everything they think about me with just a few comments. It's like they'll have a different son. It honestly has scared the shit of me, hell I understand this fear is completely irrational but it really eats away at me constantly to the point where going out with my parents to anywhere where there's even a slim chance of kids from school being there scares me shitless. Luckily, this hasn't happened in quite sometime, but on such date as August 5th, it is the parent-student orientation at the college I'm going to. And there are kids there who definitely know me and will definitely be there. It might just be unavoidable that there's a collision. Whatever it's nice to get that off my chest at least. you're so hilarious silly tbh i also have something on the very same 5th that's making my anxiety act up still, you're a funny guy shezzy Edited July 29, 2016 by Nobody Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nobody Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 (edited) are you scared of your parents, shezzy? tbh i'd also feel extremely unease being around my friends and my parents simultaneously i kind of giggle a little at your posts but you're a lot like me i mean, i'm definitely not scared of my parents, it's just that it'd be so weird Edited July 29, 2016 by Nobody Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rezzy Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 oh no are u ok I ALREADY SAID EARLY BIRTHDAY TO YOU THE OTHER DAY BECAUSE I KNEW I'D FORGET IT WAS TOMORROW AND I ALREADY FORGOT IT WAS TOMORROW i'm done with this i hate myself Thanks for the birthday wishes. Nothing directed at you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ebony Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 Numbing shot? What for? cavity being filled oh no are u ok yeah i'm just trying to deal with my bottom lip but its not gonna be the end of me And completely ignoring my icing your face yes Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acacia Sgt Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 (edited) Ah, scared of one's parents. Nowadays, it's more fear to the fear itself than the actual fear... and with stress thrown in for good measure. Edited July 29, 2016 by Acacia Sgt Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soledai Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 Yes, but also the way they interact with me in the presence of /parents. In short, I don't want them to interact with me in a way my parents wouldn't expect people to talk to me or think of me like. it's tough to explain. Oh no, I get it, but it was a bit unexpected, well, hopefully those guys won't just throw caution in the wind when they see you and your folks. Back when I was a lad, I stayed quiet for, more or less(it wasn't fear, but I didn't feel like explaining things), the same reason. That and no one I talked to was around, fortunately. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soledai Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 yes Why, I was trying to help you? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rezzy Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 Yes, I'm not embaressed of them, it's just that awkwardness <_> >_> <_< <_> >_< ^_^ I think I know how you feel to an extant. I may have been worse, I had to hide the fact I had girlfriends from my family. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nobody Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 >_> <_< <_> >_< ^_^ w0t Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PKLucas531 Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 alright fucks how have you all been tell me about life even the people i don't know especially you Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Refa Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 if you want to know about life i think he posts more in serious discussion Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serpent of Sheol Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 i'm very tired rn damian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Soledai Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 >_> <_< <_> >_< ^_^ <_< >_> >_< <_> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maybe Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 alright fucks how have you all been tell me about life even the people i don't know especially you life has been pretty boringi'm in pennsylvania and i don't know what to do all i do is sit around and listen to music trying not to think about horribly depressing things (usually unsuccessfully) i think i'm going home today though so that's good Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PM ME MARIANNE ART Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 see it isn't a problem for me because my parents know I'm a dumbass Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serpent of Sheol Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 wow i didn't know you hated me that much son =( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ebony Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 Why, I was trying to help you? out of ice and i love the taste of blood Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nobody Posted July 29, 2016 Share Posted July 29, 2016 I actually tried to warn anyone who could do this about that, I even said 'if you see me with my parents don't even acknowledge me' but then they said "oh but shezzy I can't just ignore you because that would be ruuuuuuuuuuude". gee thanks. I did this for a while too, hell I used to eat lunch in a fucking orchestra storage closet but eventually even that location became infiltrated with people so I just sort of gave in and start to talk to people...very sparingly. would it ruin your life if one of them came and talked to you in the weirdest way possible like pretending you were best friends or talking about girls or idk like pretending they were your boyfriend anything very awkward i'd like to see your reaction tbh Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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