Makaze

Is there some kind of contradiction there?

Third option: Passive aggressive arguing over either.

Although, this is getting to an all-new level of inanity.

They haven't mocked me for a few questions in a row. This is just returning to the natural order.

I can understand blaming the connection for your not getting it but... I made this connection when I was around 12-13. kami = god, divine ma = devil, evil It's not exactly a subtle nuance.

Keep telling yourself that.

Welcome to the club of people who can make connections. You're a winner.

It is the antithesis of kamikaze.

Spoiler: They're all nerds.

Mhm.

Class: Makaze

This. My name says something about it...

The title makes me think we have to give two SeverIan posts... Yesterday: Diligence Patience Humility Kindness Temperance Charity Chastity Today: Can't recall. His posts are good but not bookmarking good. In fact, I can't even pick a favourite post on this forum. The one in my sig, I guess?

At least you're not me.

Strong socialist and libertarian leanings. Strongly opposed to the political game for its dishonest nature.

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It's depressing that you would go that far but I understand why you are so invested. A silver lining (not a defense): There is some value in playing with... different... types of people, as the social experiment goes. As a silver lining to playing with someone with a bad attitude, you gained a little bit of an idea of what it would be like to hunt mafia in a more organic real-life scenario. This motivation did not drive my play but maybe it can give you some solace. You'll have the experience either way; may as well find something to gain from it. I'm sorry for misleading you. It's a fact that I did what I did with reckless indifference to the outcomes but I am not proud of that. Even if it were to please myself, it failed to do so. It stands to be said that nothing I did was intentionally anti-town and that I did not know any better, but that doesn't mean it was done with pro-town at heart, either. If I seem unrepentant it's because I have trouble feeling regret when I know I'm gambling; when I throw the dice, I don't regret it even if I lose. It is hard to feel bad when your heart was not in your success in the first place. I regret joining this game in the first place more than any individual move. The thing I feel worst about is your negative opinion of me. I suppose you are right not to enable me. I hope you will give me chances in the future. What makes me less depressed/'proud' about the game is that I managed to read scum so successfully even while playing so badly. It makes me feel good because I feel that even in the midst of so many anti-town decisions, my ability to read scum did not suffer. I feel good about that one thing because people said I did great in my first game but I managed to be wrong about scum for most of the game (excepting Junko). This is not about my play but about my personal confidence in my reading ability. Not to be confused with a defense of my actual public play style. The particular actions that I need to change are obvious. I learned a lot about how to play and how not to play. These are still self-serving motivations, but I think they will have good outcomes in the long run. The only way for me to learn these lessons is to violate them or see them taught to someone else. I probably learned more this game than I would have over several by playing normally: Do not AtE Do not be defensive Do not role fish Do not reaction test when the reaction will not give a specific tell Do not self-meta or rolespec What you can and cannot rolespec off of What makes sense as certain roles I promise you I will not force you to relive my play this game. I know better now and have much less reason to be so jaded as I was. I will always see this game as a building block to better play. A more cautiously played game could not given me such a learning experience. If the choice were between dragging these bad moves out over multiple games and making all of these mistakes in one game, I'm glad it happened in one game. In summary, I respect the complaints against me. I did not know better, and you taught me. I can't bring myself to feel bad about how things turned out, aside from Sangyul's harsh feelings.

My heart wasn't in it to play well this game from the start. Not much of a defense to be had for my behavior. Rest assured that if or when I join a game again I will be much more invested because I will have had ample time to consider it. I felt a little rushed into this game before I knew it after Training Mafia. I won't be playing again for a month at the least.

Seeing how people react. Not necessarily for town, but to get meta for later games. As I said many times, my investment in the game was low. I was ready to die at any time. I took the knee-jerk reaction at most points because of that. I'm very surprised that I did as well as I did given this. What I learned: How not to be an SK.

Points taken. This game was half intentionally chaotic and half not for me. The one thing I am proud of this game is my strong voting record which was almost entirely direct hits. Only counter comment I have is about the Cam vote toward the end: I don't think he actually wanted me to vote him, but it was a horrible defense and kirsche was going to die anyway. He had done a lot of lazy things throughout the game; this looked anti-town so I jumped on it. Didn't feel good about a hammer and didn't want to sit on Eury with her good claim. I waited as long as I did to switch my vote because of the reasoning you suggested: It didn't make a lot of sense. That said, stupid plays exist. If they are also anti-town that's a half-tell at least.

kirsche, you are the primary target for one reason and we all know what it is.

HP 35% Str/Mag 30% Skill 55% Speed 45% Luck 15% Def 70% Res 70% A Knight, maybe?

Game too slow... I feel much better about Eury with that claim, so... ##Unvote: Eurykins ##Vote: Cam His defenses have been extremely weak and amount to 'vote me then'... Paired with lack of actual hunting, it's a scum tactic.

Pride Avarice Lust Wrath Gluttony Envy Sloth

I also sat on my Shinori vote... I'm not seeing what was especially suspicious about eclipse.