Didn't see this earlier.
Blindness has no direction, while going in the wrong direction will, at worst, dig a deeper hole.
If you believe what you're doing is pleasing God and he is in turn making you happy, then you'll continue as you are are continue to be happy. Of course, the second he lets you down you can't blame him. You let him down. You could be in the same place without God, and the only difference is the acceptance of your abilities and higher chances of using them elsewhere.